37 – Even Thadeus’ Point of View I took a deep breath to calm down. I can’t be mad right now that I am driving. Ilang beses akong pasimpleng huminga nang malalim bago ko sinulyapan si Lorraine na kanina pa nasa labas ang tingin. Dàmn this woman. I couldn’t believe na ipinamukha niya sa aking ako lang ang naghahabol sa kanya, where in fact it looked like she wanted it too; that she liked it more than I did. Kung makaungol nga siya wagas. Her expression says it all kung gaano siya nasarapan sa ginawa namin kagabi. And now she had the nerve to tell me na pinagbigyan niya lang ako? I begged? Ako? Nagmakaawa? The fúck? Napahigpit ang hawak ko sa manibela nang kumulo na naman ang dugo ko. My effort of reaching out to her went down the drain because she refused to talk it out. Gusto ko