Kate It has been almost a month since Alex became a little civil with me. He has his dark moments when I don't even want to be near him but then he apologized for his behavior and his melancholy eyes and guilt always let me give him a chance. As far as other things are concern in our married life, Alex, every night came to my room and we have mind-blowing s*x but after s*x, he becomes so distant and unapproachable like he can't stand to be in my presence. His coldness towards me after s*x made me feel cheap and disgusted by myself that how can I let him touch me. He never said anything, just left the bed immediately and went to his room without a glance. Those moments kill me and in my silly mind I'm still trying to win Alex's heart for me and my baby but I know people like my father and
