(After Few months) Kate I looked like a fat buffalo damn my stomach is so huge that I can't even look at my feet. Alex parents laughed about it and say that im carrying a Robbins baby so it's normal. I do notice that whenever the topic of my pregnancy came along Alex become guarded and very tense like my baby is becoming more real to him. Some things have changed like he now never left the bed when we have s*x and he does ask for my appointment but never visits one of the appointments. Those moments make me believe how firm he is about his decision regarding my baby girl. He never ever asked about the gender of the baby but he does notice the things happening around him. Like his mom and Rachael helping me setting a nursery. Rachel has become a good friend of mine n in every visi