One Sided Love

chap 7

 Kate 

When my eyes opened I saw that I'm in some other place. The white walls and the beeping sound of the machine tell me that I'm in the hospital. By then I remember about the truck ...an accident... Emily.... oh my god Emily!

 I have to go to her. When I tried to move from bed my body screamed with intense pain and my head was covered in bandages but I know I can't stay here and wait. By the time I was struggling a nurse came and she tried to stop me. I told her about  Emily. She told me that Emily is in the operation theatre.

Fuck operation. I  asked her if she is ok. The nurse's expression falls but she composes herself and replies Emily is under observation and her family is waiting for her. My family, I remember the news must be given to them but how come no one came to see me but then at that moment I remember  Emily is more important and I really hope Emily is fine. 

After sleeping the whole day. I woke up with intense pain in my leg. That same nurse ran to me and gave me some pain injections. I asked her again about Emily and begged her to take me to my sister. She looks at me sadly but doesn't reply when I insist she put me in a wheelchair to take me to the family waiting area where my father was looking devastated. He was holding himself weakly on the wall. He looked so old all of a sudden. 

His tired eyes for the first time in my life were filled with tears and Mom was heavily crying and then Alex was standing there looking so pale and broken. 

Alex's quietness and his dead eyes and everyone’s melancholy cries were telling me something really bad happened.

Alex's mother was silently crying while Alex's father was consoling her. I can't stand this scene. What the f**k.

 I finally made a sound and everyone looks at me  so strangely, Alex was looking at me like at any moment he is going to kill me, where dad stand and walk towards me 

I asked while holding my breath 'Dad what happened? How is Emily? Plz tell me daddy I can't stand this  silence' 

What I got for an answer was a tight slap on my face. It was so hard that my already aching head began to ache severely. I was so confused about why he did that and tears were falling on my face rapidly.

I looked up at him in shock. He slapped me. And the way he is looking at me is worse than a slap.

Father said ' just shut up you ungrateful b***h! Look what you did?  you ruined me just like your mother you take my reason to live. You killed  my daughter, you are Emily killer' 

I was hallucinating, I'm sure. What ... he said Emily is dead.. no ...no no no no... it's not true... I try to say something but I can't say anything n what my father means I killed her... I  can't do this ever he also knows that, hasn't he? 

Mom came and tried to take dad’s side and start shaking my already painful body so roughly that it was unbearable said ' I always thought  that you may not be like your mother but all was your act isn't it ...where  you show your fake love and concerned towards this family.... but I forget  like a mother her daughter also destroyed me again ..... why tell me why....’ 

Alex came also joined her and said 'look at you still acting like the innocent one ... fuck.... I can't even believe it! you were that f*****g careless that you let yourself drive in your drunk state and f*****g killed my Emily and my unborn child. How can you be so  careless? or was it your jealousy that what she had you can't have that and  it was all deliberate action.... f**k f**k I should believe everyone from  which kind of blood and mother you belong to otherwise I will let Emily  never go with you nor my daughter.... f**k Emma... my Emma is  motherless because of you' 

I was shocked they have a  misunderstanding that I was driving I should clear that 

I said ' please believe me I did..didn't do.do this plz believe I was not driving it ...(I was crying heavily that time) Emily was ... she said I'm drunk and she can manage. Then a truck...' 

Alex's face was so red he said ' of course you will say this now Emily killed  herself because she is dead and can't defend herself 

Alex was shouting so much that the whole hospital can hear him by the time  doctor came and he try to relax him but he was so angry and then the police came and said 

'Mr robins plz relax we can understand your emotions but you are blaming the wrong person, In actual it was your wife who was driving, and miss kate Evans was in the passenger seat. The truck driver lost control it was his mistake '

 Everyone was so shocked by the police report and I still couldn't believe Emily was dead. 

Emily…..My sister...my best friend….I started breathing heavily...I started to scream like I couldn't breathe then I lost my consciousness again.