Alex Mom tries to tell me something but I don't listen to anything when Helen said what Kate did. I become so angry how dare she disrespects my family but her looks of misery and utter disappointment in me shook me too. And I do know why the f**k I feeling so guilty. Kate was wrong Everyone starts to leave and Mom still tries to talk to me but I told her not right now. I went to the kate room but stopped when I heard her crying voice. I knew I should go and check her but she brought this on herself. I know sleep is not coming tonight so I went to the office and don't know how long I will stay there. The next morning I woke up with a headache and I realized I slept in my home office. I don't want to go to my room that night where Kate was not present. I stop at my declaration and ru