I am yours

Episode 3

Actually I didn't really get what he said. The only thing I heard is he said that I'm beautiful. We went back to the car, he put the heating on maximum, we both tried to warm up quickly. A few minutes later my phone reminded me I forgot something. It was ringing. That was my dad. I quickly texted him back. I lied. I said I needed to stay in school as one of my classmates asked me to help. Aleksandr grinned at me.

- Do they miss you?

- Yeah, but it doesn't matter. I just forgot to tell them I won't be at home in time.

For the first time he's got serious. I didn't like it. It made me scared. I wasn't scared of him, I just scared he'll start to think about my age, and I'll never see him again.

- I should take you home now.

- It's okay, they know I'm fine.

He's smile came back a bit.

- Yeah, but I need to rest a bit as well, I've got to work at night.

- Oh sorry. I didn't want to keep you back.

- Silly girl. You didn`t. I had a great time with you.

And he gave a kiss on my cheek which made it red immediately. He started the engine, and took me home. I left the car and my heart was broken. I walked in the house. We had a flat on the 5th floor. While I've been in the elevator, I touched my cheek and closed my eyes, trying to remember what exactly happened. Tried to remember every second, how his lips touched my face. 

The door opened too quickly. I entered the flat, my mom greeted me, said the dinner was ready. We didn't really talk, and this time somehow I've been happy they didn't ask about my day. I went to sleep early. I couldn't get him out of my head. I gave him my phone number as he asked for it, but my phone was quiet. 

The next day was usual. I thought about him every minute. I wondered when I was going to see him again. I never thought that, that will come that soon. After I finished school I reached that corner, and what I saw immediately made my day. That was him. He waited for me just like a day before, and it went like this for about two weeks. 

The weekend was the only two days when I haven't seen him, because he's been busy, but he called me many times even at night, he woke me up, but I didn't mind at all. I couldn't wait until Monday. I always hated Mondays but now it seemed like that became my favourite day. I couldn't wait to finish school and find him on the corner, with the smile what melted my heart instantly. That day he took me to the Margaret Island. My other favourite place. It was beautiful, and romantic. 

I`m not wonder, why couples like it so much. 

We walked quietly next to each other, when in a moment he pulled me close then held my waist. He put his head next to mine touching my cheeks with his and whispered in my ear in a husky voice. 

- I know that you are really young, but I can't help myself. I want you to be mine Eva.

My heart pounded so fast, I felt like it's going to jump out from my chest. I smiled and I felt I'm in heaven. I folded my arms around his neck and whispered into his ear.

- I'm yours.

I could feel that he smiled, then he pulled his head back from my ear to face me. Looked in my eyes, lifted my chin up and kissed me. That kiss was soft and passionate. That was my first kiss ever. People says the first kiss never happen like you always imagined. Well, this was like that. I thought about it a hundred times or more, how it`d feel to kiss him. 

Actually there was an extra feeling. It was unknown. I never felt like that before, that strange feeling went through my body. I hugged him more tight, and he hugged me back. I didn't want to let go of his lips. Never. It was a long first kiss. It felt like he didn't want to let me go too.

And this is how it started. When my parents got to know about it, they`ve been fuming, but Aleksandr talked to them. It was weird because after their conversation they accepted our relationship, but they always stayed grumpy when I mentioned him. I kept asking him, what did he say to them, but he just grinned, and said “don`t worry babe, your boyfriend has the ability to get what he wants”. 

We have been together for about two years and I felt I have everything. I`ve been happy. I was sure he`ll be my husband, and I am going to give birth to his children and we are going to get old together. But it seems like it wasn't our fate. I will never forget that day. Actually I thought it through a hundred times, and there were signs. On that week, he couldn't let me go, even when we slept he held me tight like he was afraid to lose me. 

We made love twice per day if we could, and he was more passionate and loving than ever. But that day I went up to his flat, I`ve got a key as I nearly lived there with him, and the flat was empty. The furniture was all in their place, clothes were in the wardrobe, just his personal things disappeared. I`ve seen a little note on the table. My hand was shaking and I felt my tears running down my cheeks.  

I'll come back for you.

I felt I was going to fall. I`ve been dizzy. I kneeled down on the floor, and I cried my eyes out. I thought it's just too much to take.