I felt I was still in limbo when I woke up. My head is still spinning and I want to throw up. I immediately got out of bed and went to the bathroom. Shit. Ano ba itong feeling na ito? Ito na ba ‘yung hangover na sinasabi nila Lily? Ang pangit ng feeling. Hindi na ako uulit. Napatingin ako sa salamin at nakita kong nakasuot ako ng white panties at tshirt ko. Wait. I am wearing my new undies last night. That’s black. Why am I wearing this? Napatingin ako sa salamin at tiningnan ang sarili ko. All is coming back right now. What happened last night was all blurry but it is all coming back now to haunt me. “Oh god,” naihilamos ko ang kamay ko sa mukha ko. Ano ba ang nagawa ko? Napapikit ako at napailing na para bang maiaalis noon ang mga imahe ng nangyari kagabi. “s**