Lustful Liaisons

Love Hurts

Lucas POV

A few days later.

I just walked out of the bathroom and the telephone started ringing.

"Blackwood." I whispered.

"Sir? I'm John from the reception.The teachers told me to inform you about the student.She hasn't been doing class doing.She didn't submit any applications about her absence."

"Name?"

"M-my name?" That dufus asked.

"Goddamn it.The student's name." I said.

"Oh sir.My apologies.It's El- elsa Winterson?" He said.Who recruited these kind of people in my building?

"Go learn how to speak!" I said strictly.

"Sorry sir!" He said.I cut the line and dialed the number of Jordan.

"Jordan Streicher!" He said.

"It's Blackwood.Where is Elizabeth?" I asked.

"Oh...she is sick." He replied.

"No Jordan.She isn't supposed to be f*****g sick.Get her on her feet since you are her so called best friend and send her to classes!" I yelled through the phone.

"Sir,her parents called from England.She came to know that her brother has brain cancer.She is broken apart and she has been crying all day.I submitted an application on her behalf to her class teacher." He said.She wasn't sick about the brain cancer.She already knew because that was the reason her parents went to England.She was sick because of me.

"What?" I whispered.

"Jordan..." I called out.

"Yes,sir."

"Tell her to get ready.I am coming within five minutes." I said.

I wasted no time as I ran to her room.

When I reached in front of her room.She looked sick.She looked pale and her lips were red like blood.She looked like she hadn't any soul left in her.

When she saw me,her jaw tightened.She quickly looked down.I held her and took her to the car.

I sat inside and made her sit on my lap.She rested her head on my shoulder.She didn't move.She didn't flinch.She didn't make a single sound.It felt like I was carrying a dead body.

"To my apartment." I said.

He started the car and drove off.Despite everything,I had a soft corner for her.Especially when I hurt her too.She was a very vulnerable little girl.

I c****d my head to see her.She was fast asleep like an innocent little baby.

After a while,we reached at my apartment.

I carried her and walked inside my bedroom.All of a sudden,she flinched.

"No.no." She whispered.She was about to run like a hurricane but I grabbed her.

"Elizabeth... Elizabeth." I grabbed her.

"No, no,no." She cried.

"Look at me, Eliza." I held her.

"No..." She broke down in tears.

"Let me go.I am begging you." She cried as she gave all of her strengths in escaping from my arms.

"No..." She cried.She scratched my arms so hard that it felt like it was bleeding.

"Elizabeth,calm down." I whispered.

"I don't want to be with you! You are cruel and you always will be! And I hoped that you would've told me what kind of person you are!" She yelled in my face.

"Eliza." I whispered.

"Let me go, goddamn it." She said.

"Calm down." I whispered again.I wonder how I was getting all the patience.If she was someone else,I would've slapped them and knocked them out.

"I get it.If you don't have one girl,you have another to be with you.Yeah,I get it.Now let me go!" Her tears wouldn't stop.I grabbed her tightly and pushed her to the bed.I was on her and now she had nowhere to go.

"Now where will you go?" I asked.

"Let me go, please.You can find another girl, another student you will like.I get that you don't like me and I am sorry for wanting to get you know better.I am sorry.You were my headmaster.My f*****g headmaster! I should've known my limits." She wiped her tears.Oh how pretty she looked while being under me.I grabbed her and made her sit up.She rested her back on the headboard.

"I'm sorry Elizabeth." I whispered.

"You don't get to be sorry.While I was begging to be forgiven by you,you decided to push me away and spend the night with another woman? You don't get to be sorry." She said.

"I was weak.I was vulnerable.I told you.It was my first time and I was scared and I felt guilty but when I fell down instead of picking me up, you turned your back on me.You don't get to say sorry." She said.

"And if you push me,I will walk away with no regrets because you betrayed me and if I knew that you're as cold as you claim,I would never ever even take a second glance at you." She said.

"And I am weak and scared so I will fall down again and again.I will feel cold but if you don't want to keep me warm then let me go." She wiped her tears.

"You don't get to be sorry." She whispered.I looked at my arm where she scratched.It was bleeding.I took a deep breath and swallowed my anger for her.

"I didn't spend the night with her." I said.

"Does it matter? She is the kind of woman you want.The best of the best.Who am I? Just a person.Let me go." She cried.

"I am sorry.I was angry.I did not mean it! I didn't spend the night with her.We went together.I dropped her off and I went home." I said.

"She was kissing you." She whimpered.I had no excuse for that.She did kiss me and I couldn't deny.

"I know she is great.She has perfect lips.The perfect face.I know she has the most desirable body and she is perfect at fulfilling your desires.I know her beauty is out of this world and I know that she has been with you for so many years.I understand that you have a lot of things between you and I can understand how you both feel towards each other and...I...I don't have the perfect body.I don't know how to fulfill your desires.I don't know you for a long time but I understand you.I understand your feelings and I know how to deal with you.I will let you be sad.I will let you be angry.I will try to provide you everything I can and as long as I can.I will stay awake if you can't sleep.I will fight when you feel vulnerable.I will give you more than she can.I know she is great and all and I am not but I... am great for you." She said.

Never in my lifetime I had this feeling of adrenaline rush.My heart was racing so fast that I had no clue on how to catch my breath.

I looked into her innocent honey eyes and kissed her lips.Her lips were perfect for me.She had the most desirable body.I felt complete when I slept next to her.She wasn't just great.She was just perfect for me.

When I broke off the kiss,she looked at me.

"You said you didn't like me." She whispered.

"I was angry.It is impossible to not like you." I said.She blushed and looked down at my chest.Still crying.I wiped her tears.

"She isn't special to me...You are." I said as I kissed her forehead.

"Why'd you kiss her?" She asked.

"She kissed me.I didn't." I replied.

"You didn't stop her." She said.

"I am sorry, cupcake." I whispered.

"I want to go back.This isn't right.'' Suddenly,she started to panic again.

"Hey,look at me." I cupped her face.

"Are you crazy? Are you mentally unstable? Do you have some mental disorder?" I asked.

"No..." She frowned.

"Then why does your behaviour change every second?" I asked.

"I don't know." She whispered.

"It's all new to me..." She looked at me.

"You are so older than me.Maybe I feel uncomfortable but...but don't take it otherwise,I like you a lot." She said.

"I am not getting any younger so..." I said.

"But I like you.Please don't s..." She stopped.

"Mhm?" I asked.

"Don't kiss other woman." She narrowed down her eyes.

"I mean,if you want to, you're gonna have to let me go.I don't like to get hurt." She whispered.I chuckled and kissed her neck.

"I will not." I laughed at her innocent jealousy.

"You say a lot of nice things." I smiled.

"Are you okay with this?" She asked.

"With?" I asked.

"That I am so much younger than you." She asked.

"You make me feel like a really, really old man.You know that right?" I asked.

"You don't look too old but I'm pretty sure that you are a lot older than me." She said.

"Elizabeth.'' I cupped her face.

"How old do you think I am?" I asked.

"Umm...39....40? I don't know.You look really young but..." She spoke like a little doll.

"What?'' I was flustered.Didn't know that I looked so old.

"You have a 20 year old son! What am I supposed to expect?" She asked.

"I will be turning 28 after a few months.I am not so old." I said.

"You look a lot more young.I was just exaggerating." She said.

I nodded and rolled my eyes.

"Look..." I held her hands.

"You said there was no talking stage if I am with you.I just realized all the things I've said...I am not good for you...and your desires." She said.How the f**k does she remember every word I said?

"Eliza,if you don't want me to touch you...I won't." I whispered.

"I will wait until you are ready." I said.

"Really?" She asked with sheer amazement in her eyes.I nodded and smiled.

"You are so nice.You are not that cold." She said and hugged me.I laughed at her words.

She kissed my cheek and said,"Can I ask you something?"

"Yes, cupcake." I whispered.

''If you had to choose between me or Selena,who would you choose?" She asked.I understood her.All she wanted was a feeling of security and reassurance.

"I am sitting here with this crybaby on my lap so who'd you think I'd choose?" I smirked.

"But she is better." She whispered.

"But you are better for me." I smiled.

"But you have so many other desires which are needed to be fulfilled."

"I need you more." I said.She blushed under my touch.

"Thank you for giving me a chance." She smiled.Giving this little girl a chance? I chuckled at her words.

"You stay healthy,study properly and grow up." I brushed her hair with my fingers.She was a really beautiful girl and not spoiled at all but rather purely innocent and angelic.

"Do you want dinner?" I asked.

"No,I am not really that hungry." She said.

"But shouldn't you eat before heading to bed?" I asked her.She suddenly wrapped her arms around my neck.

"You smell so good.I like when you touch me." She said.This girl clearly had no idea what she was talking about.

"I should eat but I don't have the appetite to eat tonight." She murmured.

"Okay.That's fine.If you are hungry,I am here.Let me know.You can sleep in this room.I will be outside." I said as I stood up.I grabbed one of my t-shirts and handed it to her.

"Wear it." I said as I turned around to leave.

"Where are you going?'' She grabbed my arms.

"I will be in the room beside." I said.

"Why not just be here?" She asked.

"What?" I asked,since I had no idea what she was talking about.

"I mean..." She stopped.

"Do you want me to stay here?" I asked as I crossed my arms over my chest.

She looked at me for a split second before looking down again.

"Just tell me." I whispered as I bit the skin on her neck.

"Oh..." She moaned softly.I loved to hear her soft moans.It was a melody.It felt like the most beautiful song in the world.I could imagine how she would moan when I will be pounding my shaft inside her.

“Soon.” A voice in my mind said.

She laid down quietly.I laid down beside her.

"Your bed is so soft and bouncy." She said.

"Those beds in our dorms? Those are like rocks." She complained.

"Well,it is healthy to sleep on hard beds.There are many advantages of it.Since you all are very young,it is necessary to be healthy and fit." I explained.

"That does not seem like your idea at all." She said.

"It wasn't." I replied.

"I can say.A cold man like you can never think about the benefits." She rolled her eyes.

"You are still alive.Shouldn't you be thanking me instead of complaining?" I asked.

"Yeah.I owe you one." She joked.

"You are nice to me sometimes.I like when you're nice." She said.

"I don't like to be nice." I answered.

"Don't be 'not nice' now." She said as she adjusted her head on my arm.

"I like you a lot." She whispered.

"Be careful, princess." I whispered in her face.She innocently looked at me as if I just told her about a monster.

"What do I have to be careful about?" She asked.

"About me.About being with me.About liking me.About doing things with me.Don't hurt yourself." I whispered.I left her in a state of confusion.She moved a bit back and I realized that I scared her a bit too much.

"But I like you, Elizabeth.I won't hurt you.Unless you provoke me." I said as I pulled her closer.

"I am with you.You won't hurt me." She whispered.Why did she never talk in a way I could understand? I mean none of the things she says makes sense.

She was too pure and innocent.It felt somewhat different when I was hurting her.I had this care and concern towards her.

She wrapped her hands around my body.I turned off the lights slowly.

I massaged her head as I watched her fall asleep in my arms. Falling asleep between the arms of a complete stranger, despite everything I could do to her.She trusted and believed in me enough to stay with me.

She looked a different kind of beautiful while she was asleep.She went through a lot through her life yet she was so bright.I liked to have her around me.It makes the environment a lot more happier and brighter.

Her presence made me feel like I was alive.

I closed my eyes and pulled her closer to my chest.

For the first time,I was sleeping with a woman on the same bed without having s*x or anything.

Her innocence was melting me.It was spoiling me in a good way.

Scott can't take her.Neither can Jordan.She was mine.