Chapter 8
I was surprised to get the phone call from Rayne on the morning of her coronation, I got some satisfaction from it when she told me what she did to Sirius. I bet his face was a picture when she put him on his a.ss. She told me how his Beta reacted to him and how after spending some time in his room he was out in a complete panic trying to talk to Rayne, Mack and my team to get any information about me.
I guess he now knows who I am then. She also told me that his father Augustus had been on the phone to her. I am betting that he is the one who told him who I am. They both gave Rayne contact details to pass on to me, and Augustus left her the message for me that if I ever needed anything, he would be there regardless of my connection to Sirius.
I will keep a hold of the details for now until I decide what I want to do. I know Sirius was acting livid as he tried to give out his contact cards to Mack and my team. He is acting pretty desperate to see me, and now he knows who I am, he may look for me here.
I know he left the place first thing in the morning, before the press had arrived. Rayne wanted to make sure I was warned that he may be on his way to find me so I could be prepared or leave. I have no idea what to do right now or where to go. It is not exactly like I am swamped with options right now.
I decided to stick around and hope for the best for now. I make sure to drown myself in scent suppressors and also my clothes before moving them to Rayne’s room in her teams house. She has not been replaced yet, and her room is free for now. I know none of her team will have a problem with me hiding out in here just in case he turns up out of the blue.
If he does, he will know that the room he is shown to if he is too insistent is mine, and my things have gone, so hopefully, he will believe that I have truly left the camp. Team 3 is away on a mission, but I still have team 4 here, and they have said they will get rid of him if he turns up.
Draven has promised me that he will link me if he turns up, and if they need to bring him to my place one of the team will link me discreetly so that I can stay out of sight. Having a plan has definitely made me feel much more at ease than I was.
I have already had a call from Stuart worried about me after an angry dragon turned up at the pack looking for me. He made it clear to him that this was the last place I would go to since he is the only one that I ever talk to.
He said Sirius looked quite desperate to find me and practically begged them to give him my details or let him know where I was. The last thing I can imagine that arrogant to.sser doing is begging to anyone. I told Stuart I was fine and he did not need to worry about me that I was somewhere safe and protected.
He was still curious about what the hell was going on, I don’t think he believed Sirius when he said to them he was my mate. I did confirm that he was, but that I didn’t want anything to do with him. I didn’t want to go into it, so I just told him I do not want to discuss our issues at the moment.
He said that Simon and Mum were also concerned about me and that if I needed somewhere to hide out or have some time away that I was always welcome there. I think I have enough going on just now without adding my fu.cked up family into the mix.
I just said to tell them that I was fine and not to worry about me. At least their confusion would have been genuine, and they did not give out my contact details. He did say he had left contact details for me, but I told him I already had all of his details, so I didn’t need them again.
If he has turned up there of all places, then I am sure that he will definitely come here at some point soon. It is no secret that I am estranged from his family, and I am sure his dad had probably mentioned it to him. He may have just wanted to double-check there as it was on the way here from Rayne’s place.
I am grateful that there is plenty of food in this house, Draven made sure to get me plenty of shopping so that I wouldn’t run out and I could just hide out here, until the heat passes. I just wish he would hurry up and turn up so he can be sent on his way, and I can relax again.
I hate having to use the scent suppressors, and the waiting is making Gem nervous. She is worried that she will not be able to resist the pull of the mate bond if she scents him again. Her walls are firmly up at the moment, so Blaze can not contact her, I just hope they do not drop when she smells him.
The important thing at the moment is my pup, or is it a whelp, I suppose if it a little hybrid it could really be either and we will just have to see when it gets over what it will shift into, or if it will have a wolf and a dragon to shift into.
At the moment, I am getting scanned every 2 weeks until I get to around the 14-week mark, and I can find out the s*x of the child. After that, I will be in a safer period, and the scans can drop to each month until I am ready to give birth.
At the moment my cravings are not too bad and I have had minimal morning sickness, I guess I am one of the lucky ones, as long as there is no seafood about, that sets off my sickness straight away. Draven, being a total sweetheart, did get me about 10 tubs of salted caramel ice cream. I can eat that by the bucket load right now, but I should be sorted for it for a while now.
I have made myself rather comfortable in my new house hiding out it is at least nice and quiet with everyone being away and gives me a chance to think things through. I am not sure if that is a blessing or a curse. There is definitely a thin line between thinking things over, and over thinking every little thing. I am sure it won’t be long until I drive myself insane at this rate.
I feel a bit guilty keeping the news from Augustus. It is, after all his grandchildren I am carrying, and he has always been nothing but nice and supportive to me since we met. I am just not ready yet to share my news and deal with my mate.
I mean, what does he even want? Has he changed his mind after finding out who I am. Or is he just desperate to get the rejection over with. The last thing I want is for him to find out about the pup and want me just for that. He may even be trying to find me to make sure I am not pregnant or to try and get me to get rid of it if I am.
See what I mean, it starts off small and my brain just keeps on going on and on until I think about everything that could possibly happen and let it run wild with all of the options that will occur from it. I need to find a bloody distraction.
If only life could be simple, have I not had to put up with enough sh.it already in my life without all of this new cr.ap coming my way. I am definitely needing a break from my life and how fu.cking complicated it all is. I really wish I had a decent family to rely on and go to for help. All the trust is gone between us, and I don’t need the extra stress right now.
I wish Rayne was still here, don't get me wrong. I am so happy she managed to work things out with her mate. That girl deserves all of the happiness in the world, but it would just be nice to chat with her as I work out my problems it is just not the same on the phone.
I am really missing our chats right about now. It always felt better when we talked through our sh.it together. I know she would hide me in her pack if I needed it, but I am sure that Sirius will be keeping an eye on it in case I show up. He will know by now how close we are, and that is the most obvious place I would go to.
So, unfortunately, that makes it a totally no-go area for now. If I just knew what his intentions were, I may feel more relaxed about everything. Unfortunately, I can not read his mind, and I don’t really trust him enough to be truthful with me.
The moment I have been dreading has come as I get a link from Draven that he is at the gate and will not move until he gets in. Hell, we all know he can just shift and fly his a.ss in here if he wants to. So I guess I need to stay hidden until I get the all-clear.