Nicole’s POV
I did not like the way things have deteriorated between Nathan and myself. One moment we were confessing our feelings for each other under the night sky and the next month we were like two strangers living under the same roof. And yes, I know it was all my fault. If I had just gone to Nathan, none of these would have happened. But I was terrified after Alexandra’s threat that I had to pack up our things and leave.
And if I am being honest, it felt easier to run away from the complications of fighting for a relationship with Nathan. Everyone would be against us and my whole life would be under scrutiny. And who knows how that would affect the children. So leaving Nathan felt easy. But now I regret everything.
I wish there was something I could do to fix this. Now Nathan did
