Present day RAVEN I woke up feeling a bit sadder than usual. Maybe this is the effect of seeing my wife who left me without any explanation. I still can't believe it! She looked so f*****g okay! I got up on my bed and breathed deeply. I must not let this get to me. Last night, I stayed up so late just thinking about what had gone wrong. Bakit niya ako iniwan? May mali ba sakin? May ginawa ba akong hindi niya nagustuhan? Was I not enough? Halos mabaliw ako kakaisip kung bakit pero sa bandang huli sumuko nalang ako. Kasi nakakapagod mag-isip. Kasi alam ko namang binigay ko lahat. Kasi hindi ko maintindihan kung saan ako nagkulang. Natawa ako ng patuya. Kahit kelan hindi ko nakinita ang sarili kong tatalikuran nalang ng basta si Claire. She was the f*****g Sirius in my night sky! I loved