The Alpha's Mate

The Depression Period

James Pov:

It had been two weeks since we lost the babies and Alisha had become depressed after that. No matter what I did nothing seemed to help her, no body she has talked to seemed to help either. She had become distant over that period of time as well, but I was hoping I could help her through it. I have tried everything I could do to make her happy, but now I feel I can not even make her happy anymore and that has me down as well. I looked over at my mate as she slept peacefully for the first time in a week, she only slept because of the medicine the doctor had to put her on for the nightmares she started having after the whole ordeal. I did not want to leave her alone but I have to get alot of paperwork done that I have been putting off in order to be there with her. I quickly wrote her a note and laid it on my side of the bed for when she woke up and then I quietly slipped out of the room closing the door behind me with out waking her up. I walked down to my office and sat at my desk and began with all the paperwork that had to be done.

Alisha`s Pov:

I woke up feeling no motivation to get out of bed, or eat, or even watch tv. All I could think about was the fact the twins were gone and I feel it is my fault that they are gone. I have become suicidal wanting to end my life in hopes that it would bring them back. I knew that was not the case though, I knew no matter what I did they would not be able to be brought back. I rolled over and felt the bed empty beside me, I felt a piece of paper beside me I picked it up and read it.

*What The Note Says*

"Good Morning Baby,

I hope you slept well, I am currently in the office doing some paper work. I hope you are feeling better today, I hope to see you, you are more than welcome to come down to my office and hang out there with me. I love you beautiful.

XOXO James."

I read the note and it made me smile, I have become distant lately and I know it is not his fault. I have seen a change in his mood and attitude now and I do not want him too feel that way but I can not seem to stop feeling the way I feel myself. It was going to be hard to keep him in a happy mood when I can not even be in a happy mood. With what little energy I had left I got out of bed and slipped in to the shower, afterwards I put on my comfiest outfit I had and walked down to my mates office. I knocked on the door and heard him respond.

"Come in!" He says.

I slipped into the door and made eye contact with my mate.

"Hey." I said to him.

"Hey beautiful, how are you feeling today?" He asked smiling at me.

I just shrugged my shoulders.

"It feels so good to see you out of bed." He said standing up from his chair and meeting me half way to his desk.

I smiled at him but it soon vanished again.

He wrapped his arms around me and held me close and tight.

"GRRRRRR" My stomach growls loudly.

"You need to eat baby." He says sweetly.

"I am not hungry, I do not feel like eating." I say to him.

"I know but your body is saying you are, your stomach is growling." He said poking my in my tummy.

I push his hand away and look at him with a irritated look.

"Okay I wont push you to eat yet, but please becareful." He says to me with concern in his tone.

"I will, I promise." I say to him and start to walk passed him towards the couch.

All of a sudden this pain started in my head and everything went dark I could not see anything. I ended up falling to the floor collapsing and hitting my head hard on the floor.

James Pov:

I was working in my offica when I heard a soft knock on my office door.

"Come in!" I say.

She slipped into the door and made eye contact with me.

"Hey." She said to me.

"Hey beautiful, how are you feeling today?" I asked smiling at her.

She just shrugged her shoulders.

"It feels so good to see you out of bed." I said standing up from my chair and meeting her half way to my desk.

She smiled at me but it soon vanished again.

I wrapped my arms around her and held her close and tight.

"GRRRRRR" Her stomach growls loudly.

"You need to eat baby." I say to her sweetly.

"I am not hungry, I do not feel like eating." She say to me.

"I know but your body is saying you are, your stomach is growling." I said poking her in the tummy.

She pushed my hand away and looked at me with a irritated look.

"Okay I wont push you to eat yet, but please becareful." I say to her with concern in my voice.

"I will, I promise." She says to me and starts to walk passed me towards the couch.

She comes to a complete stop and she holds her head before she completely collapses on the floor. I rushed over to her side and called to her.

"Alisha!! Baby!!"

I picked her up and headed towards the hospital immediately, when I got there the doctor came running out and asked me what happened.

"She just collapsed in my office when she did collapse she hit her head pretty hard pn the floor but she was just walking to the couch and stopped held her head for a minute before she just collapsed." I told him in a rush.

"Okay you know the deal, you wait out here and Ill come get you when you can go back there." He says as he pushed Alisha towards the back through the double doors towards an empty room. I was stuck in the waiting room worried sick about Alisha but I could not do anything about it.

Alisha`s Pov:

It went from darkness to light all of a sudden, I looked around and saw nothing but white around me.

"Am I dead?" I asked myself out loud.

"Why no your not dead sweetheart." A female voice replied to my question I asked myself.

"Who`s there?" I asked looking around not seeing anyone or anything in sight.

Shortly after I asked that a woman appear she was the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.

"Hello Alisha, how are you sweetheart?" She asked me.

"How do you know my name? Who are you?" I asked her memorized by her beauty.

"I know all my childrens names, and you are one of them sweetie." She says to me with a warm smile.

"Okay, but that does not answer my question." I say looking at her feeling a little more comfortable.

"What was that question sweetheart?" she says looking at me smiling warmly.

"Who are you?" I ask her again.

"Why sweetheart I am the moongoddess."