Chapter 10
Diesel’s pov
I look around at all the new recruits thinking I was once like them. Now I have seen too much and done too much. I’m feeling old and worn down, and I’m only 32. I put in my paperwork, and soon I will be retired from all of this. I wanted to have a life outside of war.
I have been in since the day I turned 18. Now I was ready to meet someone, and possibly get married one day. I know who I have my eye on, but it will never happen.
She hasn’t been the same since she lost her husband a few years back. We met when she came here for boot camp. Everyone said she wouldn’t make it, but she did. We have become inseparable. Yet we are just friends.
She feels that moving on would be betraying her husband. I wish more than anything that Aria would love me the way I love he
