My Abusive Alpha Mate

Chapter 2

After I served them dinner I grabbed myself some fruit salad. That's about all I'm allowed to

have. He says that I'm too fat and that I need to lose some weight.

My wolf won't fight back against him. Both of us are already very timid and submissive, and she

is even more so since she wants to please our mate and he is an Alpha. So basically I am going to

be forced to live this life.

As I went up to my room, I heard the doorbell.

I was just going to ignore it, then I thought about what he would want. I set my plate down and

ran to get the door.

I opened it and there in front of me stood a big man, with a broad muscular chest. All of his

muscles were well defined. He had forest green eyes, and jet black hair.

"Like what you see kitten?" I blushed slightly and was about to respond when a loud growl cut

me off.

"Ember, what are you doing?" He grit out.

"I thought you would like me to get your guest and you some drinks, and to show him to the

living room.

"Aw lovely little maid you have here. Don't be too harsh, she's just trying to help. Kitten, will

you please get me some water."

Sebastian growled again. Well, at least his wolf still kinda likes me.

"Don't call her that! Ember go to your room. Now. And please put the fruit away in my fridge."

That was code for you aren't allowed to eat tonight. Apparently whoever this is, Sebastian is

trying to impress.

"Yes Alpha." I squeaked out and ran off.

As I was going up the stairs I heard a little of their conversation.

"Is that her?"

"Yeah, I think you will like her, she's really submissive and easy to toss around."

Are they talking about me? I'm the only one Sebastian treats like this.

But if they were talking about that with me, then why was Sebastian so nice downstairs?

I brushed the thought off and decided to write more in my journal.

Dear Diary,

Well back to my story of how it got this bad. Well the first day that Sebastian changed was weird.

It was out of nowhere and I thought he was just in a mood…

I woke up after hearing my alarm buzz for the second time. I did a stretch and did my morning

routine. I dressed in some work clothes because I was going to be helping some women out

gardening, then working with children.

I came out of our ensuite bedroom and Bash(my nickname for him at the time) was still sleeping

soundly. He looked so adorable. He was squeezing my pillow like a little boy squeezes his teddy

bear.

I took a quick picture with my phone and went down to make Bash and me some breakfast, but I

always made more because his Beta and Gamma like to come in and eat. If you couldn't tell they

are bachelors.

I heard footsteps coming towards the kitchen as I was just about finished. I had made crepes,

pancakes, eggs, bacon, sausage, and even a few waffles with some leftover batter. And no we will not have any leftovers tomorrow.

I saw Bash. And dang did he look hot. He had messed up hair like he just continuously fluffed it

and ran his hands through it. He was also shirtless with low hanging sweats, which showed off

his eight-pack and v.

Now I may sound like a crazy girl, but he's my mate and we are married in werewolf terms so

he's mine.

"Morning babe, breakfast is on the table. I'm just getting the drinks and waiting on the boys."

He ignored me and went to the table and starting eating. I went behind him and rubbed his

shoulders.

"What's wrong honey? Why aren't you talking to me?" He took a bite of his food as he shrugged

off my hands.

What the hell is wrong with him? He loves when I do that. I turned to finish getting things to the

table.

"Ember are you trying to poison me? Is this what you call food?" He spit out the eggs, or

whatever it was and threw his plate at me. I quickly ducked to avoid it, and it shattered against the cupboard behind me.

"Bash! What the hell?!? What the hell is wrong with you today? You are being a total jerk."

"Don't call me that! It is Alpha to you! And I wouldn't be this way if I had a good mate."

"W-what?"

"You heard me. If I got a good mate I would be fine. But instead, I got a slut like you, who can't

have my kids, can't cook, can't clean, and can't even wake her mate up in the morning. Why would the goddess put someone like me with someone like you?" He moved closer to me until he was right in front of me. "It's pathetic."

He left, and I cleaned the rest of the morning. Just thinking. The boys came over a little after he

left and had some breakfast, even though I said that it was cold and would taste even worse.

They still ate it and said it was delicious as always. But, if Ba-Alpha doesn't think it's good then

it's not.

After cleaning, it was time to go and help the ladies garden and take care of the children.

About halfway through, I saw Alpha come closer. It had been fun so far and I was afraid he was

going to ruin it.

He stopped right in front of my knelt form. I looked up at him and he tilted his head towards the

pack house, which means he needed to speak to me in his office.

I stood and went with him, I was terrified.

Once we got into his office he shut the door and I gulped. His office is soundproof so he could do

whatever he wanted.

"What was that?"

"What do you mean Alpha?"

"You were embarrassing me down there. How would people react when they see that their Luna

is covered in dirt socializing?"

"But Alpha, I was gardening. Everyone was covered in dirt."

"You are the Luna you aren't supposed to be like everyone else."

"I'm sorry Alpha. I'll be better."

"Well, as long as you are in here we can discuss your new rules."

I nodded, but as soon as I did my hair was pulled back roughly.

"Rule 1: Always answer me with words."

"Yes, Alpha."

"Very good that is Rule 2.

Rule 3: You do anything and everything I tell you without back talk or attitude.

Rule 4: I do whatever I please. You are no longer my mate. So if I want to sleep around or mate

with someone else I will. You are not to oppose or to intervene. You are now just a maid.

Rule 5: You say nothing but 'Yes Alpha' to me. You are not worth my time.

Your responsibilities include making me every meal exactly how I like it. If I have guests you

will be responsible for taking care of them as well. You are basically my servant, nothing more

but so much less.

If you disobey me in any way I will beat your dumb head until you are within death's reach. Am I

clear?"

"Yes Alpha."

"Good. Now go get me lunch."

"What would you like Alpha?"

"Excuse me? What was Rule 5?"

"My apologizes Alpha, but how can I please you the most if I don't know what you want?"

"You call yourself my mate when you don't know me. Get out of my sight."

I left and felt tears rolling down my cheeks. I couldn't stand this.

'Please help me. We could take him, or at least escape if we work together.' I asked my wolf, Ash.

'No, if mate wants this then we have to accept it. He is our mate and Alpha. We have to obey

him.’

Great without her I don't stand a chance, because not only would I have to focus on not getting

caught but I would have to fight her.

I finished my final thoughts in my diary and put it in its hiding spot, where I hoped Alpha would never find it