Amara
I felt exhausted beyond words as I walked out of the shower. I felt so tired and sleepy. Everything feels so...different. And definitely not in a good way. All my muscles hurt like I have been working out for hours. It feels weird down there too. As I stared at my reflection in the mirror, tears swarmed in my eyes again.
For god sake, what was wrong with me? I spent the entire night crying yesterday, wasn't that enough? How do I get over this sick feeling inside of me? Does it happens to everyone or was I defected in some way? Was I not woman enough? Is that why all this was happening to me? Is that why I was tempted to cry? Is that why I felt so guilty and tired? Because I was flawed?
I was flawed. I know that. I was never the way a woman is ought to be. I guess, Leo felt that
