My Secret Alpha Mate (Book 1&2 Secret Series)

The haze

~MATURE CONTENT~

***Hailey***

Things have been going pretty great since my birthday last week. I had kept quiet in the car on our way to and from school and mindlinking sweet nothings with Ethan. I had been volunteering to help mom out with the infirmary on the weekends until graduation just to see more of him. I had become the type of person that Josie and I would laugh at for acting like a lovesick puppy. But I didn't care with having to sneak around all the time it felt nice to have him closer without having to jump apart the second anyone could see us. Our pack takes health very seriously which means that the alpha, luna and that also included Ethan as he would take over the pack soon. That plus the i***t messed with the wrong guard and broke a few ribs,so here I am fixing him up. It was hard to concentrate on healing him with my energy with is shirt off and my hands on his oh so perfect abs.. My mind lost at the touch of his skin under my fingertips. Then I felt it hit me, it was an overwhelming feeling of heat, need and want that I had never felt before. If I didn't calm myself down I would have jumped him right away without so much as a word. The haze was here.

My first haze and I already knew it was gonna take me over and let it effect me to the max. 

“Like what you see?” he winked at me, making me even more frustrated. 

“Oh shut up. I'm trying to concentrate here or do you wanna be in pain for another week as this heals?” I didn't want him to be hurting but I could always threaten him with it. 

“How's that going for you?” he wasn't buying my way of distracting him. 

“It would be going so much better if you would shut the f**k up!” By the growing bulge in his pants I knew he was feeling it too. 

“But I like seeing you so.. Turned on by me” He was always so cocky and that didn't change when we got mated unfortunately. 

“I'm not turned on, obviously you are though” I turned my eyes to his pants again which was a mistake as I felt my core getting warmer and wetter by the second. 

“Really? You know I can smell of you right now? Your conditioner, lotion, your arousal. Everything.” I bit my lip, knowing that he knew how horny I was right now made it even harder to resist it, resist him. 

“Well you are no better. You think it's easy not to see that you've been hard since you sat down and I'm pretty sure you're picturing me naked right about now?” I smirked at him causing him to stand up right in front of me. 

“Maybe.. This whole nurse thing is doing things to me..” he took a step closing whatever distance that was between us. I knew what was gonna happen now, there was no chance I could fight my first haze with my mate. 

“oh really? Want a full body exam?” I decided to push it all the way to drive him towards the edge. I succeeded.

His lips were on mine so fast that I almost fell backwards as he attacked my lips. I fast returned it and grabbed his neck and pulled him closer to me, if that was even possible. My other hand roamed over his abs towards his belt buckle. I worked fast on getting it up and didn't waste a second with pulling his pants and boxers down once I did. All of his glory looking up at me and I might have been in shock at his size for a moment since he lifted my chin with two of his fingers before speaking in a soft but husky voice “It all for you babe” my eyes met his and it hit me. It was us forever from now on, if I wasn't careful I would have him claim me by sinking his teeth into my neck and marking me. But I couldn't let that happen or I would never be able to leave soon. It already hurt me that I'm going away, I didn't want to make it worse.

I looked away from him and back to the length of him and I took him in my hand to guide him into my mouth. He moaned at the sensation as started to lick and gently suck on his huge c**k. I speeded up and he stumbled a little to use the patient bed as support. I went harder and faster, wanting to forget and make up for all the s**t that was coming our way soon enough. He stopped me and pulled me up me feet. His hands traveled down me sides until his hands were below my ass and I gasped as he lifted me up to set me down on the bed with my legs wrapped around his waist. He lifted my shirt over my head in a sweeping motion and pulled my skirt up enough to find my lace panties. His fingers touched and traveled along the material making me shiver in pleasure of him being so close to me. His hand gently pushed them all the way down to my feet and I kicked them off. I shuttered as I felt his length up against me, I wanted him now. All of him inside me is hard, just crashing into me over and over again. To give myself what I wanted I took him in my hand guided him to my opening and he thrusted into me in a slow and gentle way. I moaned out in pleasure at the feel of him inside of me, I loved it. He took my moan as an invitation to start pumping and thrusting which I was happy for. I screamed out at the amazing sensation that was taking over my entire body. My lips found his as I was coming into an o****m, my lips against his muffled the sound of my screams. Once I stopped my screaming his lips tracked to my neck and if he came right now I knew he was going to mark me for sure, I grabbed his face in my hands and shook my head slightly and he knew what I wanted to say. He went to lick and suck on my breasts instead as he went even harder into me sending us both into ecstasy and screaming. His head resting on my shoulder breathing heavily. 

“well I know what we're doing this summer.” he said looking at me. 

“Agreed.”

The haze lifted a bit, bit it lingered a little and I was happy cause I could have been doing this for days by the intensity. 

***Josie***

I was knocking on Hailey's front door just as the haze hit me, I wanted to get out of there. You didn't want to be around the wrong people during the haze, if it was intense enough you could find yourself making not so great decisions. But I didn't act on my instincts in time, the door opened and there he stood. I had been fantasising about this moment but I had never thought it would actually come to this. Our eyes met and his were flashing black, pure of lust which I was sure mine was too. Both breathing heavily without saying a word, we just stared and seemed to be having an inner battle on weather to act on the haze or not. Like we had much of a choice, both being unmated and obvious effected and horny from the haze. He gave me a look and I knew this was it, I walked in as if answering yes to his non verbal question. I didn't even get more than a foot inside the door when I slammed it shut and had me pinned up against it. His face not even an inch away from mine as he spoke with that sexy voice of his. 

"I will have my way with you this haze, okay. If you don't want that you should walk out right now." not that I could or even wanted to move away from him. I just put my lips with all the lust inside me as if telling him I'm all in. 

"I'm not going anywhere so just mark me to keep everyone else at a distance, plus I don't share." He growled at my words and didn't t waste a minute before his canines sank into my skin and it was pure pleasure. There's a difference between mate marks and haze marks, they give of a different scent and the scar fades once the haze is over. So neither of us would be sacrificing our future mates by doing this, I just don't like to share what's mine with anyone else.

He licked my wounds closed before giving me access to his neck. This haze really did affect him because he would never be this open and spontaneous otherwise. But I didn't care, I had technically had fantasies about this for the past two years. My wolf Chloé wanted to take over but this was my dream and I wanted to be the one to do it, to claim him as mine for the season. The taste of his blood was sweet and salty all at once, it was so good and it made me want him even more. My lips were back to his and I gasped as he lifted me up and I wrapped my legs around his torso and he staggered towards the stairs. He almost tripped on a step and lost his grip on me and I fell to the uneven surface of the stairs. The shock on his face made me burst out in laughter, this was crazy. He soon joined me in laughter as he helped me up to my feet but we both stopped as we were face to face again and our eyes found each other. His eyes flashed from his glowing green back the black he had earlier. I felt that I had to take charge of the moment and grabbed his hand and dragged him up the last steps and into his room. I walked backwards towards his bed and dropping a piece of clothing along the way with him standing by the door with that sexy smirk on his face taking in the sight before him. I crawled onto the bed with not a single thing left to take off before he walked over to me and taking of his shirt and pants. He hovered above me and letting his breathe tease my skin from my new mark all the way down to my core. He wasn't even touching me yet and I was already on the edge of an o****m, being my first time having s*x it was like my body had been waiting for this moment all my life. The second his tongue touched me I moaned and shivered under him making him growl in approval and pride at my o****m. He licked me up and down a few times before inserting a finger into my core making me gasp in the sudden filling inside of me. He thrusted for a minute before taking his finder out making me cry out in the loss of him inside of be but he soon pushed back inside with another finger in addition to the first one. I came for the second time, his tongue and fingers where in the precisely right places for my pleasure. He stopped and pulled out once my orgasam died down and removed his boxers, I smiled at his newly freed body part. He was huge and I couldn't wait to find out how it was going to feel to have him inside of me. I think he could see my want as he wasted no time before finding my opening and entering me with all of him. It was partly painful but oh so glorious, I think I was seeing stars at this moment. I could do this forever and ever and ever..