Jared Rodgers: I looked down at my mate in my arms, passed out with all the crying and loss of her family. What did I do? I separated my beauty from her family. The family she loves the most that she stood up against me in the past and agreed to kill me, so many times. I am scared now. Scared more than ever. Scared of losing her. “I am sorry, Bella Mia. I am so sorry. I never want to hurt you, but I always end up hurting you in some way. You have suffered so much because of me and you are still suffering. I know I am being a selfish bastard for keeping you with me, but I am scared of losing you. I have never been scared in my life, but it's you who scares me. Your love scares me. The thought of losing you scares me, but I can't see you in the pain like this. I just can't. So, once