THE ALPHA'S SECRET

3. He abuses women but can never do that to you

Sammy's p.o.v

Ever since I was set free, I was taken in by my former alpha who was so kind to me and helped me get over my trauma, even when I reached the age of 16 and couldn't shift, he never treated me badly, Abel was very good to me from the word go, he always took care of me and protected me while John hated me a lot when the former alpha died everything changed, I was forced to be the packs' slave and I was mostly hit and starved, the one who was in front of it all was Luna mother, as much as Abel wanted to protect me, he couldn't go against his mother even if he wanted to, every time I was hit, he turned a blind eye even if he hated it.

I understood him very well and I was happy that he treasured me, he was the only one that was good at this whole pack.

"I hope you did think about my offer, I like you Sammy, and I would love it if you could accept me as your man" he whispered.

I slowly sat upright and moved at the edge of the bed.

"I'm sorry alpha, I am really grateful for your protection, but I just can't accept your feelings, if there is one thing I have wished for and always have waited for, is my mate" I whispered.

He sat upright slowly then sighed.

"Look, you are past the age of 18 and so am I, if our mates were anywhere close by, we could have known, the fact that we are still Mateless should mean something, maybe the moon goddess chose you for me and me for you, even if you find him what makes you think he will accept you?" He asked as I swallowed a forming lump.

His words were painful, even though I knew he meant it in a nice way, they still hurt.

"That's a chance I'm willing to take alpha, I'm more than willing to be rejected, but if I can't be with my mate then I can't be with anyone?" I answered as I blinked back the tears that were about to fall.

He growled causing me to turn in fear and face him.

"Fine, just forget about my stupid words and go take a bath," he said with a smile.

I quickly stood up and went into the bathroom without looking at him or saying anything.

I closed the door and stripped off my dirty clothes then stepped in.

Abel was somehow right, I was past the age of finding a mate, even though my head knew all too well my mate was nowhere near me, my heart was telling me a different story, I was a little scared of Abel even though he was kind to me.

There was once a day I came across him hitting and raping a girl, it took time to convince my eyes and mind that what I saw was real, I feared of what he could do to me if he knew I had seen him and so I kept it a secret.

I quickly cleaned myself up and turned off the shower, I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around my body then walked out of the bathroom.

I found an elderly lady standing near the door, I knew who she was, she was the omega in charge of the alpha's women, Abel wasn't a f**k boy like john but once in a while he openly f****d women without a care or worry, before f*****g them the elderly omega came to dress them up as Abel would like, then leave the rest in his hands.

"Dress up," she said pointing at a short dress that was on the bed, I frowned feeling a little confused.

"You must be mistaken, I'm not bedding the alpha," I said quickly.

"Yes you are, that's why I'm here, you are Sammy, right? So you should listen carefully, you first have to escort the alpha out on a fun night, then after you return with him, you will spread your legs for him like a good girl and let him f**k you, am I clear?" She asked coldly.

This omega was known to be rude and violent when not obeyed, I was in denial of what I had heard but I chose to obey, I needed to talk to Abel, there was definitely a mistake.

"Yes," I answered.

"Good, now dress up" she ordered.

I quickly dropped my towel and put on the short dress that was on the bed, not caring about applying any lotion, it's not like I usually did anyway.

"Can I at least have a pair of underwear?" I asked.

"No, the alpha strictly forbid that" she answered as I tried to pull the short dress downwards.

"Don't do that, you have to learn to be comfortable in such clothes" she said as she pulled me down on a chair and began to comb my hair roughly.

"I still don't understand what he sees in you" she whispered knowing very well I could hear her clearly.

"He raises his hand on any girl but never at you, he rapes and abuses women but never shows it to you, what exactly are you to him?" She asked as I bite my lower lip in shock.

No, there was a mistake, Abel wasn't like that, he was a gentleman.

The lady put the comb down and fixed my face.

"The alpha will be waiting for you outside," she said as she finished whatever she was doing.

I stood up and wore the heels that were given to me.

"Remember not to anger him," she said seriously.

I walked out of the room in pure shock.

Whatever I must have heard was wrong, I reached outside and found Abel waiting for me in his casual clothes with a smile.

"You look sexy," he said then opened the door to his car for me.

I hesitated but got in, he too got in and drove off, our drive was very quiet.

When we reached a certain club, he parked his car and told me to go inside, I got out uncomfortably and walked into the club, the door bouncer paid no attention to me because he saw me step out of Abel's car.

I pulled through the crowd and went to the counter where I began to think of a way I could escape, a huge hand that went on my ass made me turn around quickly.

A tall man was standing in front of me with a disgusting smile.