THE ALPHA'S SECRET

Nick's p.o.v I groaned as I peered through a mountain of papers that lay on my desk. This was torture, yes being an alpha wasn't as easy as it looked but I still had to hold up no matter how hard things were. "Hey, Nick you busy?" Rita asked using our mind link. "Yes," I answered lazily. "Well um...happy birthday, I hope you haven't forgotten that today is your birthday," she said as I groaned loudly. "Ahh, f**k I forgot, oh wait I don't care about my f*****g birthday!" I yelled then closed our mind link. I needed a breather, knowing Rita I'm sure she was on her way here to drag me to one of her crazy get along club parties, at first I was cool with it until I figured how every girl was trying to screw me for my status. Immediately I stepped foot out of my office, I found Rita standing a few meters away with a huge smile. "Hey, ready to party?" She asked happily. "No thanks," I answered honestly. She moved closer and hit my shoulder lightly. "f**k you and your stupid duties" she spat with forming tears. Rita was the emotional type and She really knew how weak I was to her tears, after all, she was my only little sister, who my parent made me promise to take care of. "Fine, I will go with you, but I won't party the whole night," I said. She quickly hugged me with a giggle. "I love you, you are the best nick" she screamed then pulled back. "Maybe you will get to meet your mate when we go there because that club is very famous, many werewolves from different packs go there for fun," she said with a smile. I sighed. "again with this crap, How many times do I have to tell you this Rita?, I don't need a f*****g mate, that's the reason why I haven't met her, its because I'm not actually looking, I'm already 26 all that bullshit of going rogue and dying because of not finding your mate is a lie, I'm the living proof" I growled angrily. "No wonder seer has never spoken to you in years, you have a bad attitude," she said angrily. "Welcome to my f*****g world princess, my wolf doesn't control me like a weakling, I do" I spat as she angrily lifted her hand to slap me. I quickly dogged it and took a few steps backwards. "You can be quite A d**k sometimes," she said. "Its because I have one between my f*****g legs!" I yelled. "Ahh" she screamed angrily while punching the air. "f**k you!" She screamed. "No thanks, I don't do incest" I answered. She furiously turned and walked away. I sighed then went upstairs into my room. My sister was what I would call a poisonous rose, she looked so innocent but yet so vicious, she had beautiful innocent grey eyes, white long hair and soft features like our late mum, but beneath that angelic look she was a devil, violent, sarcastic and strong, I mean who could blame the girl, she was totally spoiled by me, she was an alpha but yet whatever she wanted and asked for I got for her even if it meant me killing anyone for that thing. I knew I was to blame but I only wanted her happiness, nothing more, I was what many park members called a broken alpha. How on earth did I earn such a name?  Its because first, I had no interest in having a mate, I was stronger alone. Secondly, I keep to myself, I rarely talked to my pack, I preferred action than words, thirdly I had no beta or delta to stand by my side, I was more of a lonely wolf in that Corner. Fourthly, I kill my own pack member's when I feel the need to use fear to gain their respect and it works out well. Many feared me, some preferred to turn rogue than to stay in my pack and I was cool with it. Watching someone die made me feel nothing, why would I care for a stranger? Why have a heart if it makes you weak? I had a deep secret only my sister knew of, I knew she would never tell a soul and for that I was grateful. I quickly changed into my black ripped jeans and black T-shirt, I pulled on my leather jacket and black sneakers. Black was one of my best colors, it represented my personality. I got the car keys from my drawer and went downstairs when I stepped out of the pack, the pack members quickly moved out of the way in fear while facing the ground, I smirked happily then opened the front door of my car, I got in and started the car. I drove off with a low sigh, I hated that my sister was upset so I was on my way to that so-called club even though I didn't want to. I was a proud alpha, why wouldn't I be when my pack was one of the best strongest packs in the world and at my age, my name was widely spread and feared, I was amongst (if not only) the ruthless, rich, arrogant, strong bachelor alpha and I was proud. I pulled over and parked my car when I reached my destination, I came out of the car making sure it was locked and walked to the club's entrance when the door bouncer saw me he immediately let me in, I walked in feeling disgusted by the scent of s*x and sweat I was picking up, the place was as noisy and booming with loud music as I had expected, many were dancing while others were busy making out, I took in a deep breath to pick up Rita's scent when something else got me frowning, a sweet rose, vanilla scent that made my body shiver in pleasure and my wolf to stir, as much as I wanted to ignore the heavenly scent I couldn't, I slowly pushed through the people and followed the scent to the counter. A tall man stood in front of a girl who I couldn't see clearly, touching her. "Don't touch me" she spat while she tried pushing the man away who seemed like he was glued to her and by his scent, I knew he was human. "Oh spare me, how many times have I told you this? You are mine, your body is like a strong addicting drug, no matter how many times I f**k you, I can't get over you" he said loudly. "Wha... The girl stopped talking and took in a deep breath, she pushed the human man away angrily and looked at me in shock, when our eyes met, I knew there and then she was my mate. "Mate" she whispered with a soft smile. Wow, so my mate was a slut who was a werewolf but f*****g humans. I took in her appearance not because I wanted to but because I couldn't help it. She was tall, but shorter compared to me and I stood at 6 ' 2, her figure was slim yet very curvy, wide hips and large breasts, her waist was small and her hair brown and long, she had a beauty spot near her wet kissable pink lips, her eyelashes were long and very black and her eyes were beautiful dark green, she was sexily beautiful, I had no type that I thought about, but now I did, the dress she wore was very short and exposed most of her skin, I swallowed a growl that was building up. She tucked her hair under her ear shyly, was she acting like a f*****g innocent when she absolutely wasn't. "Hi" she whispered with a smile. I had no time for such f*****g s**t, I turned and walked away as I focused on finding Rita.