Breaking my mate chapter 8
I woke up but didn't move. I felt like I was hit by a train. My head was pounding and my neck was hurting. I touched my neck and all of the memories came rushing back. The pictures, being humiliated, Kevin getting pissed and marking me… That freaking jerk.
I stood up and stumbled to the door opening it. I found the light and looked in the mirror. My mark, it was beautiful. It was a royal crown with the words Beta Kevin in cursive. I can't believe that he marked me. I don't know why he was so pissed. All I did was talk to a friend.
I washed my face and went back into the bedroom. I turned the lamp on and looked around. His room was just like the living room. Expensive, black and felt like a showroom. The alarm clock read 12:28 am. Wow I've been out for hours.
The house was quiet and I was afraid to leave out of the room. I didn't want to face him, not now not ever. I was afraid of him at first but now he just terrifies me. What the heck was wrong with his eyes? Wolves eyes turn black not freaking gold!
I heard a crash and jumped. A few minutes later I heard it again. I looked around for a weapon but didn't see anything useful. I unplugged the lamp and gripped it tight in my hand, here goes nothing. I cracked the door open and looked down the hallway. I creeped to where the noise was coming from and jumped when a vase hit the wall in front of me. I stood beside the door and peeked in his office. Kevin was sitting on the sofa shirtless with a bottle of liquor mumbling to himself. I walked in and sat the lamp down on the table.
“Kevin a-are you ok?” He looked at me with sad eyes.
“Misty did I wake you?” I shook my head no. I slowly walked to him and grabbed the bottle. I felt sparks on my arms when he pulled me down on top of him. I blushed and looked away. If anyone walked in they would think that we were doing something inappropriate.
“Look at me Misty.” I looked at the wall behind him and shook my head no. I hated being so shy. He grabbed my chin and forced me to look at him.
“I-I’m sorry for what I have to do, just know it's not you it's me.” What does that mean? He looked at my mark and sighed. He then put his head on my shoulder and inhaled.
“You smell so good.” I felt him lick my neck and I jumped. He then kissed and sucked on it causing me to moan his name. He stood up with me still holding on to his neck. I wrapped my legs around his waist not letting go. He kissed my mark again and I moaned louder. The next thing I know I was pushed to the ground. I landed on my butt with a thud.
“Why did you do that!”
“Because this can't happen. We can't happen, that mark is a mistake.” His eyes were pitch black and all humanity was gone from his face, I was talking to his wolf.
“My stupid human half actually cares about you, even though he won't admit it. I on the other hand don't. You're not my mate, she's dead and no one can replace her.” My heart started to break, literally. Yes I know I kept saying I didn't want a mate but that was before he marked me. Now I'm tied to him for life and hearing him say all this with a straight face really hurt.
“Get some rest. We're going to see my brother tomorrow we need to find a way to remove that repulsive mark.” He looked at it in disgust. Usually mates were happy to look at their mark, it was a symbol showing who you belong to, how proud you were to have a mate.
“Don't you do that, don't you dare cry. Just get out.” He glared.
I got up and ran to his room and slammed the door. I got into the bed and pulled the covers on me. I wasn't tired I had just woke up. I stared off into space. Before I knew it the sun was coming up and the birds were chirping. I got out of the bed and went into the bathroom. I found a new toothbrush and brushed my teeth.
“Misty I have you a change of clothes. Get dressed we're leaving in a few.”
I took a shower and got dressed. When I walked into the kitchen he sat a plate on the island.
“Eat.”
We ate in silence. I didn't know what to say to him, I mean he did break my heart last night. Well his wolf did anyway. I don't know what I did to deserve this I'm a nice person. I never got into trouble and I made all As and Bs in school. I took a couple of bites then threw the rest away. I washed my plate out and went to sit on the porch. He came out of the house, locked the door and walked to his truck.
“Are you coming or not?” I sighed and got into the truck.
“It takes a couple of hours to get to the royal castle.”
“How many castles are there?”
“The castle that is down the street is the old one. Ace became king of werewolves, a year later the vampire king tried to kill him but lost so he became the king of werewolves and vampires.”
“How can he be the king of vampires, he isn't one.”
“Long story short. The council did some kind of ritual, me being his beta I had to go through it as well. You know about the council right.”
“Yes there's a witch, a vampire, and werewolf elder that looks over the supernaturals. They're the most powerful beings in the world.”
“They used some kind of magic to turn us. The vampire elder gave us his blood. They killed us, we were dead for a few minutes. The witch used her magic and brought us back alive. We're the world's first hybrids. Ace can use magic, I can't.”
“Wow.”
“The witches wanted him protected so they joined the kingdoms. We're going to the Royal castle.”
“Where will I be while you're with your family?”
“That's a good question. I can't have you roaming around with my mark.”
“Stop the car. STOP THE DÃMN CAR!” I yelled.
He slammed on the breaks and I struggled to get my seat belt off. When I did I got out and walked the way we came. If he is so ashamed of me then fine I'll go away, I never wanted a mate anyway. My wolf didn't say anything, I knew she was more hurt than I was. I tried not to cry, I really did. I wanted to be strong, to show him that his words didn't affect me.
“Misty what the hell are you doing? Get your ass back in the car!”
I ignored him and kept walking. I can't do this, I'm not strong enough. I really don't know how some wolves survive being rejected, just having him say that he regretted marking me is killing me. He's no better than Jason.
I knew I was right. All alphas and betas are complete ássholes. They don't care about anyone but themselves. I think they are so possessive because they are complete control freaks, they don't care about their mates well-being they just like controlling women. I really don't see how my mother survived this long with my father.
Man those werewolf books needed to be updated or least be rewritten by someone in the real world. They made it seem like mating would be the most magical thing in the world. My arm was grabbed and I was turned around. Just looking at him made me so angry. Before I realized what I was doing I had already slapped him.
I don't know what possessed me to be so stupid. I knew that this would end bad, it was like unleashing the beast. His eyes turned gold, his voice got deeper and his canines extended.
“You really shouldn't have done that Mate.” Fück my life I'm so dead.