For the next three days Roza came to the hospital like a clock work, she looked at me and instantly knew that I had not been sleeping again last night. She scolded me, but I was already tired and just said yes to her. She would accompany me, while I had my breakfast and changed my clothes. Then Eduard would report to me every day, after I had my lunch with Roza. Sharon and Dottie would come by in the afternoon, but I was not in the mood to talk to them. I had too much on my mind already. I looked at myself in the mirror, I do looked tired. But I tried to look cheerful, everytime father wake up. That night Alexei came to visit ,with his son Nikolai tailing behind him walking with a limp. Apparently, his father had just find out about father from Eduard. "I'm sorry, but I did keep it a