China’s P.O.V I haven’t left my room since we arrived at the packhouse. I haven’t eaten and I don’t want to see or speak with anyone. Adrian and Ray have tried the last 24 hours and each time I find something new to throw at them. Don’t they understand that I just want to be left alone? I must ride out this wave of emotion that I have coursing through me. I must let it all out before I can be the leader my pack needs me to be. I muster the strength to get out of bed and shower. I know they will be coming to my door soon as they seem to do so every hour on the hour. I reach the bathroom and turn on the shower. I hum to myself as I do a quick co-wash on my hair. I am so glad I decided to go natural 6 years ago. It’s the best feeling for my scalp and if I do it right, I can have the best