My Twin Masters

CHAPTER 5

CHAPTER 5: The Flashback

RAIZEN'S P.O.V

-FLASHBACK-

"Luna please we already talked about this right? What did I tell you?" I said to her and I saw her frowned.

"I hate this Azai! You're always leaving me every time you need to search for that guy named Biff! When are we going to enjoy our date like the last time before your mother's crown was stolen huh?" she complained that's why I sighed heavily and stared at her while holding her hands.

"Just, please give me some time to fix this mess and after that, I'm all yours again okay?" I said then kissed her temple. "You promised okay?" she said then hugged me.

Luna is my four years girlfriend, and I also planned to marry her after we get back our mother's crown. But after we went to fight Biff, I asked Luna to meet with me because I'm planning to propose to her.

We went to a fancy restaurant that I already rented for that day to make it special.

"What are we doing here Azai? I can't see people here and why are we alone?" she asked immediately when she notices that we're the only two-person here.

I started to kneel in front of her and then I took the ring box out of my pocket and then I started my speech.

"For the four years, we've been through I just wanted to say thank you for staying with me and for loving me whole-heartedly because for the first time in my life I learned how to love someone unconditionally because you taught me that," I said and I saw her staring at me seriously so I speak again.

"And because I can't see myself in the future without you, I'm going to ask you now... Are you willing to marry me, my love?" I asked and suddenly I started to feel nervous.

"Azai... why are you doing this now? I mean you're still not done with your mission to bring back the Queen's crown right? Then why are you doing this now? Just to make sure that I will wait for you every time you left me for that crown's sake? You know that I'm a princess right and I can't wait longer anymore..." she said which makes my world collapsed.

"Hey, love what are you saying? I'm really sincere here... I really wanted to marry you after this mess," I explained and I saw her tears drip down to her face.

"It's just a big joke to me Azai... I know that will never happen because I know that in the first place, I'm not your first priority anymore and I can't handle this pain anymore! All I ever wanted is you to make time for me but that's not gonna happen again because I'm tired and I don't want to feel this pain again because if you're really willing to marry me you will choose to stay with me and you're not gonna leave me like you used to do." she said while crying and that makes my heart ache because I can't stand to see her crying in front of me.

"Please Luna just gave me one more chance to clean this mess and I'll be yours again," I said but she shrugged her head then she kissed me passionately, and after that, she stared at me then smiled at me. "I'm sorry b-but I can't marry you... and let's end this because that's what's best for the two of us," she said then she left me there.

I can do nothing but to look at her while walking far away from me and then suddenly I felt my heart broke into pieces and I started to feel the heavy pain in my chest that makes me cry out loud.

I want to beg her to stay but I know that she can't wait for me anymore because it's been a long time since we had a good time when we're together.

The four years we've been together suddenly ended just like that and I can't make myself move on.

-END OF FLASHBACK-

When I opened my eyes I saw Calle beside me and I can saw him staring at me with sadness drawn to his eyes.

"I heard you calling names... you're calling for Luna but I don't know who's your calling so all I can do is to stay here while waiting for you to wake up, I'm sorry master," he said then he looks down.

"It's fine... I'm just having a dream, by the way, thank you for taking care of me." I said seriously and I saw him avert his gaze.

"Ahm... I don't know anything about you but to tell you honestly, Master Raiden already told me about your past and I can't stop myself to feel pity for you because I know that isn't easy to forget someone who you love the most," he said so I started to laugh in a low voice and then I stared at him.

"Yeah you're right but I hope that I can move on finally," I said then I saw him nodded and after that, he took a tray of food then he look at me.

"It's 7 am in the morning so you need to eat your breakfast and after that, you will drink your medicine because that's what your doctor said," he said then he poured me a spoon full of food.

And like the first time a met him I started to feel my heart beating fast again and I don't know what's the reason because every time I go near him or every time I look at him I always feel my heart beating fast.

"Thank you for saving my life..." I said after I swallowed the food in my mouth and then I saw him smile and my heart starting to beat like crazy.

I touched my chest and I started to breathe heavily. "Master are you okay?"

"Y-yeah it's just— I can't breathe normally but I'm fine," I told him and I saw him sighed heavily and then he gave me a glass of water and I drink it after I take my medicine.

I can't understand myself because I can't see Calle as a pure man because sometimes I can see him like a lady because of the way he acted but I can't let myself doubting him because I know that there are so many men like him that looks like a woman but I don't care because I feel comfortable when I'm with him but I can't say that to him because he's new a butler of our family and he's also a butler of my twin so I can't let myself close to him.

"I want to take a bath can you help me?" I ask him and I saw how his cheeks became red.

"I-Is your wound already healed? You can't take a bath unless you still feel the pain inside your stomach," he said while not looking at me so I felt myself smirking, and then I spoke.

"Nah, it's fine I can handle this pain... I just want to freshen up myself because I feel so sticky," I told him then I moved into my bed to stand up and go to the comfort room inside of my room.

"Come, help me okay?" I asked him and I saw him nodded while his face became red so I can't stop myself from grinning because I can see that he was shy to see me because first of all, we're both men.

When we're already inside my restroom I took off my clothes and I just left wearing my lower garment and when I faced Calle I saw him looking down that's why I chuckled and then I walked in front of him and I saw him walking backward until he reaches the wall of my restroom and he still can't look at me.

"Don't feel embarrassed because we're both men okay just help me take a bath all you have to do is to brush my back and I will brush the other parts of my body," I said and he nodded then he took the liquid soap and the scrub and started to scrub my back so I started to wet my body with the shower and when he's done scrubbing my back I took the scrub and started to rub my hands with scrub.

"You can leave me now, please ready my clothes that I will wear, you can get my clothes inside of my walk-in closet," I told him and I can hear his footsteps and when I faced him I saw him slip on the wet floor so I quickly grabbed him by the arm causing me to lean him against the wall as he faced me and then suddenly my heart started to raced and while staring in his lips I felt my manhood erect and I suddenly felt hotter.

Shit! What's happening to me? I suddenly felt like I wanted to kiss those lips and the urge is hard to fight!

"T-thank you Master f-for saving me not to slip," he said then he pushed me so that he can walk out of the restroom.

"What the hell is that?" I said to myself that can't believe what just happened.

After a year the last time, I felt aroused is when I'm still dating Luna but now? How can I feel that with a guy like me? What the hell is happening to me?

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