Evan When we got to dinner, I just could not hold back anymore. I wanted to feel Jay’s lips on mine. Maybe it was because I felt a little relief that someone in my family knew I was gay and they were ok with it, but I felt brave in the car to just go ahead and kiss him. I know I surprised him, but what surprised me was he gave into the kiss. He was kissing me back. It felt so good. His lips felt so nice. They are so soft, I could just stay there in the car kissing him. This is definitely different from when I kissed girls. This felt more natural. Eventually I broke away from the kiss. I looked at him smiling. “That I enjoyed. Definitely the best part of this whole hotel escape plan.” I told him. “I have to say I wasn’t expecting you to go He-Man on me. But I’m glad you did, buttercup