Keira Jaime came over to the Cases to hang out with me for a bit. But it turned out neither of us was in the mood to hang out and do anything. Some guy she is crushing on pissed her off, so she wasn’t in the best mood. I felt anti-social, Colt’s words from this morning just really hit me hard this time. It is funny, I had people tell me they liked my hair. Others said they liked my makeup I wore, as soon as Colt said I could afford to skip a few meals, it was like the little self-confidence I had was shattered. I looked out at the pool from my window. It looked just inviting to me. Something about watching the water in it moves. I decided I needed to relax and the pool seemed to be calling me. I changed into the bathing suit Laura bought me. Then threw on a pair of shorts over it, an