The Lycan Kings warrior Luna. Book three of the Luna Fighter Series

Im sorry he's dumb

Chapter 38

Shadow pov

As soon as I talked to my human into letting me talk to our mate. He let me come forward. I never take any of his threats seriously. You see no one ever knew about us, That us lycans of the castle. My Lycan father was actually the king. but we couldn't just run around the castle with our lycan form. we would wreck everything. And scare the s**t out of the humans. So the moon goddess gave us a human form to shift into. We have a human form that does what it wants and even has a mate with a lycan female that has a human form. They mate and it gives us a chance to mate as well. When I met Alyssa in that bar, I wanted to take her there right then and there. i wanted to mark her and mate with her, but Jaden would not allow it. He was so angry that he had lost his mate. I was angry as well, but I knew we needed our mate. when he told her to never tell a soul. I was so pissed off with him. He would not let me shift, that was the strongest he had ever been. But now. i am not letting him f**k this up. I will not lose my mate again. so I told him to let me talk to her instead, he agreed only because I wouldn't block him from hearing what I was going to say. Once inside the locker room. She stood there looking at me, she knew it wasn't Jaden,

"Shadow, why are you here and not Jaden?"

"Because. I can explain a lot better than this asshole can. That's why I'm here. Come on, let's sit down and talk. I can explain a lot better than he can.” She looked so confused but I placed my hand on her shoulder and sat down beside her.

‘I am sorry for what my human had done. He took his power way over the edge you see. I am the king. but we needed humans so the moon goddess gave us humans to shift into. You can say that he is king as well since he's always in human form. But we did not know Kathrine was writing everything down. what she suspected or anything else. We tried to talk. but we always ended up in an argument about it. She did try to tell us what was going on. But we were trying to get to the rogue king. I never thought he would have rogues ripping everything apart inside, including Kathrine. we went crazy for awhile Alyssa. and if it wasn't for Jancie. I think I would even be lost. I love Mariah. and she knows I do. She also knows we are still in mourning. But I know it's time to let go. and trust our hearts. I love you Alyssa and so does Jaden. he was just angry when he had found out everything. that still no excuse the way he had treated you and grabbed you the way he did. And I will do my best to make up for what he has done to you. Do you realize when we found you at the club, I wanted to mate and mark you right there and then. But it was Jaden that said those things. it was me that pushed you against the wall and marked you right away. I didn't want you to leave. we needed you. I needed you. Jaden needs you and so does Jan and Janice. I do not give a f**k about the Elders. they can all kiss my ass. they have no power over me, and they can not kick me out of my home. and if they try to go to the power ups. they will have no say so either. It's all about the moon goddess, and they tend to forget, and this Joseph guy. I will handle him. He hurt my sister. and no one hurts my family. Alyssa, you are my everything. my whole world, the love of my life. I want you home. I know the rogue king will be coming soon. I know he is going to demand everything from me once more. But that's just it. I won't give it up. I…i love you Alyssa. and i know my stupid human does as well,”

Alyssa pov

When I opened the door to let him inside the room I knew it wasn't Jaden, It was Shadow. I could tell by his glowing green bright eyes it was him. He asked me to sit down so we could talk, then he explained to me what had been going on and how he felt. I wondered if Jaden was telling him what to say. but he spoke with authority, I knew Shadow was speaking his mind. and not Jaden, is it bad that I liked Shadow more than I liked Jaden. Maybe I could learn to love him. but right now I do not trust Jaden as far as i could throw him. So I decided to open up to Shadow. I trusted him. I don't know why, But i just do. I let out a loud sigh. Shadow looked over at me.

“What do you want to say Alyssa? I will listen. And I will not judge you. I am here to understand and help you.” Is this guy forreal? Does he really want to know what I have to say to him? I will let him know. He might not like it but s**t. if he is willing to listen to me. then i might as well tell him.

“The day I came to the castle to see you. I was ready for you to reject me, I was leaving this town and not coming back. I would had nothing left. I was shocked as hell that I was the mate of the lycan king. but when Jaden said what he said then walked right out of my life. Do you realize I have been on my own since I was sixteen. no one would hire a sixteen year old lycan. so I had to decide what I wanted to do. so I chose this. I love this. It has helped me so much. I even bought a house. It took time but I did. When my nasty mother came to the castle. It was the very first time I saw her in a very long time. She thinks I don't know she got remarried and had a daughter. I know I have a sister. she was sitting at my table, i knew my moms scent. She had the same smell as my mother, i could tell she wanted to speak with me, but she never did. s**t I dont even know her name. But I am good with that. What I don't understand. is when he knew I was there why did he have to mark me the way he did. He could have sat me down and explained and let me make my own mind up. but instead he took that from me. but i can't say the s*x wasn’t good because it was, Listen Shadow. i don't want to be there walking around with Kathrine ghost. I will not fight for something that does not want to be fault for. Do you understand that she visited me while i was sleeping, she said she was jealous because I made him happy and blah blah blah, I told her I was going to go after Sapphire and make her pay, she told me she was leaving Jaden alone, but i doubt that. they two still have that connection. he can never love me like he had loved her. But I did sign a contract. I will go back since that contract is still inaffect, but if he ever touches me or grabs me the way he did I will beat his f*****g ass and I do not care if he is the king or not. he had no right talking to me the way he did or even touch me like that. I love Janice and Jan. i loved the way I can train the lunas. i love helping others. but i will not stand for another man that i am mated with treat me like that. If he ever lays another hand on me. I will beat his ass until he can't speak anymore.” I knew Shadow was letting Jaden listen to me. He knew how hurt I was. He knew now that I knew he did not love me and can never love me like I should. but I have a contract and I need to go back.” I felt something holding my hand. I looked down and Shadow was holding my hand and looking at me. I didn't want to move it from under his. What am I supposed to do? I was so confused. I looked into his eyes as he leaned close to me, he softly kissed my lips, I felt the sparks between us. I wanted to go further. But I stopped. not here, not in the locker room, where tons of people are probably still around. I hurried to stand up and so did he.

“I think it's time for me to come home, But i am not sleeping in the same room as him. Not until I can trust him again. and then i can't promise you anything, he has to prove to me that he will never hurt me like that again. I can understand that he will never love me. So as soon as the three years are up. I will make my decision.