A what?” I ask widening my eyes at the doctor. “What?” I repeat. I can’t believe this. Tamara has never been the suicidal type. She is always jovial so it’s hard to believe that she tried to do it. “It was an attempted suicide. She tried to kill herself.” “I have heard that. How did she do it?” I ask placing my face in my hands. “She cut an artery. She lost a lot of blood.” That explains the blood tube directed to her arm. Fuck! Why did she do it? “She took a lot of tablets too. She was really focused on killing herself. This is a miracle sir. This is what we call a miracle.” The doctor says nodding. “So is she going to be okay?” “She will be. If she was not found early she would have died. She is now stable but needs a lot of blood and fluids.” “Who brought her?” I feel a tear e