Nerve.
778 Words
Lenora’s POV
The cold water felt good against my skin as I stood in the shower. The thoughts of the day running through my mind from my hand being hurt to meeting those people. It was an exhausting day. I wanted nothing more than to curl up with Kolt and sleep.
I closed my eyes, allowing my mind to wander as I finished showering, Zade’s deep voice began to echo in my head “I’ll make you beg to belong to us.” I felt my body melt, thinking about what he would do to me. I don’t have much experience in that department, but for him I think I’d be willing to try anything.
I turned the shower into a hot bath and leaned against the back as the water filled. The urge to call him was unlike anything I’d ever felt. I didn’t know what I was doing until I heard his voice on the other end of the phone.
“Is everything okay Bunny?” It was so full of concern it caught me off guard. He was the one who didn't say goodbye to me, and yet he sound so worried.
“I… umm…” I couldn’t think straight.
“Are you in your bath?” his voice grew darker.
“Yes,” I whispered as my face grew red.
“Do you need me to walk you through how to clean yourself?” He asked softly.
“I don’t want to think right now,” I answered honestly, I was tired of over thinking about everything.
“That’s alright bunny, give me a moment and I’ll tell you what to do.” I could hear him shuffling some things before coming back on the line.
“Now, let lathers your hands up with some soap,” he ordered, his velvet voice sending me down a path I didn’t know I could go on. I put the phone on speaker and set it beside the tub and turned off the water now that the tub was full enough. I pumped some soap into my hands and lathered it into a foamy cream, “okay.”
“Trace your hands down your neck and shoulders,” Zade continued.
I followed his instructions, “then your arms down to your hands.” I did so, caressing my arms as if he were the one to do it. “Bring your hands to your sternum, before dipping your hands below and carefully coat your breast with the soap,” his voice felt intimidating in the right way. “Make sure you are soft with your n*****s, do not get them hard.”
“But,” I began to whine.
“No bunny,” he chuckled. “Be a good girl and you’ll get rewarded after you’re clean.”
I let my fingers trace around my n*****s desperately trying to not get them hard for whatever reward he would give me.
Zade made me scrub every inch of my body, by the time I had finished the water had grown cool. “Get out of the tub and go to your bed,” he ordered.
I hesitated not knowing if I would be able to keep the same energy, what if the moment I got out of the tub whatever this was would wear off and I lose my nerve to talk to him like this. “Now,” he added. I decided to let the pieces fall where they may. After tonight I would never speak to or see these people again.
I got out of the tub and dried off as I walked to my bed. “Lay down.”
“Take your hand and caress your beautiful skin on your tummy,” he whispered. I listened, letting my fingers trace against my stomach, feeling the scars of the accident made me wince, “it’s not beautiful,” I answered.
“If you let me see, I’ll be the judge of it,” he chuckled.
I grabbed my phone and switched it to a video call, “Hello my beautiful bunny.” His ruby eyes stared lustfully at me. “Now show me.”
I angled the phone to show my tummy, making sure not to show anything more.
“All I see is the skin I want my mouth on,” he grinned as I brought the phone back to my face. “How can you say those things?” I questioned. “Because they are true,” he shrugged.
“Come over…” I whispered so quietly I wasn’t sure he heard me.
“I’ll be there in 10.” The line quickly disconnected.
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