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Chapter 8
LYALL POV
My c**k was hard.
I know what you’re thinking, a teenage alpha male is going to be filled with testosterone and that’s normal.
And I’ve definitely sated the need, many, MANY times before.
But I was ROCK HARD and couldn’t do anything about it.
Usually I would pick a female, bring her into my car, the locker rooms, any dark corner I could find, get off and then get the f**k out, but to add to the nightmare that was Rini, it seems like my c**k only wanted her. Would only stay hard for her. Wanted only to be sated by her.
Fuuuuuuck!
I had always been interested. She had always been a pretty little thing, those blue doe eyes begging me to scandalise her, her full pink lips ripe enough to nibble.
But she had no gift, no shifting ability and my uncle and Aunty, the Alpha and Luna despised her and so I never let myself get close. None of us did.
At first because we wanted to please our leaders, but then because as she grew up Rini got more tempting, her curves filled way the f**k out, her mouth got sassy and we had to be distant, to be cruel so that she could never show us what we were really missing out on. So we could never know just how wonderful she was.
My little rabbit.
OUR little rabbit.
Most people didn’t know but when we were young, Rafe, Ralph and I saw a Mystic and she told us that we three were tied to one Luna, that our hearts, bodies and soul were destined to belong to one special female and we would be unstoppable .. if she accepted us.
It was yet another reason why we kept away from Rini. Rini was not a quick f**k, she was not a warm body and a forgotten face, if we were truly destined to share a mate then we had to stay the f**k away from her.
But it was getting harder… in every way. Every day I felt a weird bond to her, felt like she was a siren singing her song for me to find her, to claim her.
This morning when her blood spilt I almost took her on the floor. I have never been closer to losing control in my life. Something snapped inside of me and all I saw was red, all I felt was need and it took all I had not to suck her pretty little toes into my mouth and clean her blood with my tongue.
Sick. But true.
Something was changing, something huge was happening - I just didn’t know what yet.
It could be that for the first time in generations the elders had commanded that instead of eventually taking my uncles place as Alpha, I was to be Alpha of my own pack. A pack that I would be responsible for building, protecting and ensuring was successful my uncle was going to step down soon. The twins would be my Beta’s, an extension of me, they always had been.
Crazy coincidence or fate that we were all born on the same day, under a blood moon.
They were cousins by relation but really, they were my brothers. The only two males alive I could ever consider curbing my possessive assholeness for.
We couldn’t get close to Rini but the three of us should watch her this week, make sure she was healing ok. It unsettled me how bad her feet actually were… and the fact that we hadn’t thought about how she usually got to school… hadn’t really cared if I’m being honest.
A thread of shame swept through me.
I didn’t want to make her miserable, didn’t actively go out of my way to make it so… but actually paying attention to her today and thinking on how the student body treated her, our inaction had definitely caused her misery on a grander scale than just us three.
Oh sure we made it clear she wasn’t to be assaulted and would occasionally step in if the bullying got too bad… but we didn’t show her any kindness and any guy that began to show any interest in her at all? He didn’t feel that way for long.
I scrubbed my hands over my face in irritation. I hated this feeling s**t, hated that it was Rini that always brought out the softness in me. Part of me even hated her for being so damn tempting and out of reach.
I wondered what she was up to. I hadn’t seen her at lunch but then none of us were actively looking for her. We had our dominion to rule over, our loyal subjects to entertain and it was habit to not pay her any attention publicly.
She had probably gone to the nurses office to get more pain meds and her feet checked again.
Even so, I reached out mind to mind to Rafe and Ralph.
Have you seen Rini lately?
Their responses came instantly and as one.
Not since this morning, but we weren’t really checking.
Same boat as me then.
Not for the first time I wished I had the mind to mind connection with her that I shared with the twins. It was utterly impossible though, usually the mind to mind worked for Alpha’s and their pack only in their shifter form, the fact the twins and I could communicate in EVERY form was highly unusual and a coveted gift.
Rini having zero gifts or shifter ability pretty much meant her mind would always be closed to us, always a question met with silence.
She’s in my next class Ralph said. I’m bringing her books so can check on her then.
I was about to thank him when a thought struck me.
If you haven’t seen her since this morning, how did she have her books for the last couple classes?
The silence was heavy.
Maybe she went to class without the books Rafe said hopefully.
We’re talking about Rini, right? I responded.
Shit, they replied.
We all knew that she wouldn’t come to class unprepared, that Rini never missed a class… was willing to walk on completely shredded feet to ensure she made it to school.
Find her. I growled.
Yes oh fearless leader, Rafe replied.
Shall we finish class first or storm the office now? Ralph asked.
I glanced at my watch, 15 minutes until next class.
I ignored the tugging in my chest, shrugging it off like a coat. The girl had been fine without their help most of her life, surely another 15 minutes would be fine?
Wait. I replied and then cut the connection, frustrated beyond all reason.
Something needed to be done. I didn’t have time to fawn over some human girl, I had responsibilities to prepare for, I had real world problems that rested heavy on my shoulders.
We had a mate to find and claim.
I wanted nothing to do with that weak idiotic girl.
But I was still. f*****g. Hard.
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