Year of Goodbyes

Chapter 6

Still a Flashback

When I emerged from the bathroom where I was hiding for the past 30 minutes, I heard a commotion outside. When I checked, I saw Liam fighting with his buddy.

They are both bloody, but Liam was worse, maybe because he was too drunk. Jenny, Liam's bitchy girlfriend, tries to stop the other guy while Collette is trying to stop Liam.

I ran to Collette's side to help her hold Liam back. Even in his drunken state, Liam is so strong that we had a hard time controlling him.

" You son of a b***h, you were f*****g my girlfriend behind my back the whole time?!" He shouted to his buddy. The guy just smiled evilly at him and spat blood on the ground.

" You're so dense, Liam. I was not the only one who was f*****g this b***h! Almost the whole school does! I was doing you a favor and showing you who she truly is!"

" Stop it, Jake! Baby, he's lying. He forced me to have s*x with him!" Jenny tried to wiggle her way out of the situation.

" Really, Jen? What, you happen to stumble in the room and end up riding him naked?! Who are you kidding? We know you've been cheating on my brother, you slut!" Collette was so pissed with Jenny that she wanted to pull all her hair out.

" Shut up, Collette, you don't know anything! You're just making it up!" Jenny shouted at Collette, which made her angrier. She started to advance towards Jenny, but I stopped her.

" Cols, we need to bring Liam inside, he's bleeding badly, and he's drunk," I told her, which made her look at her brother and glare back at Jenny.

" I want you out of here before I come back. Leave my brother alone, you b***h!" She spats at Jenny, and we carried Liam inside to his room.

She quickly changed his shirt and took a washcloth and medicine kit to attend to his cuts and bruises.

" Bel, can you look after him for me while I get rid of the people downstairs? I have to clean up as well. I don't want to leave him here alone. I will come back as soon as I have cleared everything, okay?" She begged. I got nervous all of a sudden. This situation is the last thing I want to do after that kiss.

I don't want to be alone with him, but I guess he won't wake up. He's too drunk. I nodded, and Collette hugged me quickly before going out the door.

I looked at the sleeping Liam and stroked his bruised face lightly. How can I still love you after you broke my heart so many times? I took the washcloth and wiped his face and neck.

Then suddenly, he grabbed my wrist and pulled me to bed. He pinned me down under him and stared at me. He is staring but not seeing. He's way too drunk to know it's me. Besides, it's a bit dark in here.

Then he started kissing me aggressively. I feel like I'm going to die because of the intensity of his kiss. When I thought I could not breathe anymore, his lips traveled down my neck and shoulders. His hand started roaming all over my body, and I went inside my dress to massage my breasts.

I felt so alive but also scared. This is my first time, and I'm doing it with the person I love the most. I know this doesn't seem right, he might not remember in the morning, but I can't seem to stop.

He's doing things for me that make me go crazy with need. First, he raised my dress over my head and lowered his head between my breasts. Then, he discarded my bra and captured one of my n*****s in his mouth. We both moaned when he did that.

He started playing with my n*****s with his tongue while caressing the other breast. Then he transferred his attention to the other breast while his other hand roamed lower to my body.

He cupped my lady parts, and I involuntarily arched my back to feel more. He kissed my chest down to my stomach. Now he's near to my very wet p***y and was biting my panties down my legs.

He kissed his way back to my center and flicked his tongue on my clit. I jerked off the bed and moaned loudly. God, he's so good at this. I heard him groaning and licking faster down there. I feel like exploding. I had trouble keeping my moans down.

He sucked and licked, then he f****d me with his tongue. New waves of tingles and shivers traveled throughout my body, which intensified when he added a finger inside me.

It was painful at first, but the sensation I was feeling covered every uneasy feeling, then I heard him grunt, " f**k so tight!"

He went faster and faster, and something started to build up in my stomach. Finally, his tongue licked more quickly on my clit, and I exploded into a million pieces. Then, he went back up and kissed my mouth.

I can taste and smell myself in his mouth. The feeling is so intoxicating. Then I felt him get rid of his clothes, and he is now so naked on top of me. He entered me so roughly that I screamed because of the pain.

He pushed harder and faster. Finally, the initial pain subsided, and ecstasy replaced the pain. He moved more quickly on top of me and was grunting hard, he pushed harder, and I felt that same build-up in my stomach.

One more push, and we both moaned loudly from our release, we were breathing hard, and he didn't move from the top of me. I thought he had fallen asleep. Then he rolled to his side and turned his back away from me, and said,

" You can get out now, Jenny. We are through. I don't want to see your face ever again." Liam's steely statement felt like a slap. I felt like a bucket of cold water was thrown at me.

I gasped loudly, and tears welled up in my eyes. Liam thought I was Jenny. He thought he was making love to his girlfriend.

That was angry s*x, goodbye s*x for his girlfriend. I was so stupid for ever believing he knew it was me. I stood up, picked up my dress and underwear, and dressed slowly.

Tears were falling down my face, and my heart broke into a million pieces. Finally, I looked at him one more time and left the room.

There are still people downstairs. I guess Collette decided to continue the party after all. I went out the back door to avoid confrontations. I had better stay away from this house starting tomorrow.

It's a good thing I'm going to college soon. Then, I will have a better excuse to stay away. I looked up to Liam's room once more and said goodbye to the first man who made me fall in love and the first man who broke my heart.