The Lost White Wolf!

A Lone Tear!..

Angel's p.o.v

I sat on the bed for the next 20 minutes just letting the tears fall. I allowed my self to fall apart at what has been taken from me, Not one but two sets of parents. I know I need answers about being a werewolf but first i needed to face opening the lock box. What would I find? Would I ever like or accept what I could find? There was only one way to find out, But I didn't know if I had the courage to open it yet? Maybe talking to this Alpha would be a better way to start?

"No Angel, We have to open it first... I'll be here with you like always.. Your never fully alone babe.. We can handle this together." Eva said pulling me out of my loneliness. She was right I will never be truly alone while I have her. She is the one thing that can NOT be taken from me ever! Steeling my resolve I go and fetch the duffle bag and pull out the jewelry box and lace that on the bed before digging the drop box out and lifting that up too. I take a deep breath in before whipping the lid open before I lost my nerve.. There it was open! A letter falls from the lid and I suppose that is one place to start. I open it and can see its a letter like my real dad Nick wrote and I know then that this will be there final words to me. I can clearly see to sets of writing all through the letter so they had sat and wrote this together.

Dear Angel, 

In a few days you will be going to the Shadow pack. I wanted to write this to you as no doubt the people that have being trying to take you will try once more to get to you before you get to the pack. If we lose, I wanted to have this chance to say what needs to be said and if we win, Then I don't know how much contact you will be able to keep with us with us not being wolves like you, But we want to tell you how much you mean to us and the light you brought to us.

I don't know if your aware but we couldn't have children of our own and you have given us the joy of having a child because to us, You was our own. We watched you grow, Smile and become an incredible person. We could not be any more proud of you if we tried. If  we was actually able to have a daughter, We would have hoped and preyed she came out just like you have. I wanted to explain why we kept you instead of taking you to your own kind. Your dad explained that you needed to be hidden till your 18th birthday because other wolves and specially Alpha's, Would want you. We also wanted a child and didn't care if you was wolf or part alien, You would still be our daughter and I hope we prepared you enough for the world you now face. We just could not part with you, Our one chance at having a child and if we did wrong I am sorry for our selfishness. I hope you will forgive us for that.

Knowing you would have a hell of a fight ahead of you in this world, We trained you the best we could and hopefully it will be enough and what we wasn't able to teach you hopefully your pack can... Now if you have lost us before you read this, I want you to do something for us.. Don't give up on love.. Because through all this we want you to find, Love and Happiness.. I can NOT stress that enough.. I know that having your first set of parents ripped away and then us you would feel lost and you wont want to get close to anyone incase they are ripped away too.. But Love is worth the risk! Find that special someone.. Your dad always said for a wolf it was someone called a mate.. Find that person and let them in.. Me and your mum only made it through the marines and raising you because we had each other and that is the one thing that would make us truly happy.. For you not to be alone and have a love that me and your mum have as well as your birth parents had. Promise us you will find that love, It would be our dying wish!

Now if you have lost us. Know that we happily took that risk to have you.. We knew when we took you in that there would be attacks as you grew up and we faced them all for just the chance to have one more day with you. If we lost the fight, We would happily do that just for the chance that you would live on and have a life we dreamed for you.. We have NO regrets about any of it and would make the same decision again and again as long as we got to have you with us.

Now on to other things ... in this box are files of everything we could collect over the years about the people that are after you, The different people over the years that was always sending different wolves to come and take you. There is also all the documents that your father left with us, Birth certificates, Accounts with money to raise you, Ect. Its all yours now baby girl. Go fight the good fight and stay true to yourself, Always!

Love you always and Forever

Mum & Dad

P.s: Keep that promise for us please.. 

x x x x x

I folded the letter and placed it on the table at the side of my bed. I took the file out of the box and placed them to one side. I remember Nick's word that this pack was the only wolves to trust, So I will take the files to the Alpha and maybe he can go through them.. I don't want to face that part yet.. It would send me in to a blind rage and maybe he knew of some of the people in them file too. When I let that anger loose, I want it focused on the right person. I also need to remember that promise.. If it was there dying wish then this mate person will be the only one I will let myself be with. I do remember the love mum and dad shared. The secret glances and cheeky smiles, Hidden promises that passed between them.. I just need to give my self time to grieve first before I could let anyone like that in.

"Don't worry.. I will know that person when we find them and I will remind you of this promise." Eva said. I know she knows things about the werewolf world that she hasn't shared with me.. She always said she would tell me when the time was right.. I did know that the wolves come to the same people each time they are reborn. So me and Eva had been here before, The wolf part will always keep some memory of information that the human part would always need to know.

"Thanks Eva.. Knowing me I'll end up running!.. I can't face having someone I could lose yet." I have always run from boys. In fact I have never even kissed a boy as I always fear with them being different to me that they could get hurt or I would have to tell them about Eva and then they would fear me. I kept going through the box and came across a photo album they must have put together over the years. Pictures of us three together from me being 3 years old. There was also a photo's of me and my real parents together too. This brought yet more tears to me. I placed the letter in side at the front and put them both on the table beside my bed. 

"Your going to want to get cleaned you babe, The Alpha will be coming for you soon." Eva chimed in and I was thankful one of us had realised how much time had passed.

"Okay."

I went to the bathroom as the door had been open so I had seen it as soon as I walked in the room. I washed my face with cool water to take some of the puffiness away. Coming out I busied my self with getting most of my clothes away as there was a knock on the door. I called for them to come in and Leon stepped in. I came to the bed and picked up the files to hand to him.

"You will need these but promise when I ask for the information in them that you will give me it.. This is files that my mum and dad put together about the different wolves that came for me over the years and who ever sent the last lot of wolves, Is one I personally want to take out.. Only ME!.. I want to avenge the deaths of my human parents my self!" I explain. I want his promise before I had them to him. He nods and I hand them over.

"I'll look through these tonight and see if I can add anything to them... Do you want to talk here or my office?" He asked. I stood and thought about it before answering him.

"Can we do it at your office?.. I want to keep this place just for me." I tell him and he nods.

"Come on then." I follow him out as we walk to the lift to go down. I keep track of where we are going so I can start and find my way round this massive place. We must have come to his office as he just walked straight in to a room that looked like one.

"Take a seat sweetheart. I'll try and explain as much as I can for now but if it gets to much at any point just say.. You don't have to take all this in in one day, Specially after what you have been through today.. I mean we are in to the early ours of the morning now.. Are you sure you want to talk now instead of waiting till after you have had some sleep?"

"In all honesty I don't think I can sleep at the moment so may as well, They taught me to face everything head on and if I just stay up there I will drown in my own tears so I need the distraction." I answered him, Pushing back memories that try to come forward.

"So what do you know of our kind?" He asks.

"Well to be honest not much."

"We best start at the beginning then... First of all the wolves go in a hierarchy. Alpha which is me, I lead the whole pack and my son will take my place soon. The Beta's They are my second in command. Delta is third in command and then Gamma. They are our head warriors and strategists... My mate was the Luna but she died 4 years ago in a rogue attack. She was protecting a pup that was attacked, The rogue had slipped passed the warriors that was fighting." I can hear the grief still in his voice.

"Anyway.. The titles are passed parent to child... All wolves are trained from an early age.. Jake who brought you here will be Logan's Beta and will test to see where you are with training skills.. We do encourage wolves to wait and only be with there mates.. They are a match made by the moon goddess and it's like a soul mate that humans claim to have... We also have a mind link that we can use in both wolf and human form.. Telepathic communication, We will need to open that up for you all though it should already be open with you being born in the pack." He says as Eva buts in. I hold my hand up to stop him a moment.

"We have it open.. I had just blocked it off so you didn't keep hearing voices you didn't know in your head."

"So you have opened it back up now?" I ask her.

"Yes.. Now just think the words to the Alpha instead of saying them out loud."

"Alpha Leon can you hear me?" I think to him.

"Yes love." I could hear some surprise in his voice.

"Eva had blocked it off so I wasn't hearing strange voices in my head all the time." I explain.

"That's ok. Good of her too. I didn't know our wolves could block it!" He again has that surprised tone.

"Well she is special.. I am a white wolf after all!.. we are also incredibility fast too.. My human parents Kyle and Kathrine was both ex marines from America so they have trained me in combat the best they could and with weapons too. Guns, Knives ect... They wrote me a letter and they asked me for a promise to not give up on love. Their last wish. To find my mate like dad did.. I don't know if I can.. I've lost so many people already.. What if they are taken too? I don't know if I could survive it!" A tear escapes.

"Don't worry sweetheart.. I'll train them myself when you find him.. Besides you wont find him till after your 18th birthday. So no rush there, You have  two days before your birthday and wolves don't always find them straight away, only if they are in the same pack do they find them within a few days of their birthdays.. Look let's take all this slow. We can leave it there for now and talk more as things happen.. If you have any questions about anything just come to me or mind link me now we know you can." I nod and stand to leave. He comes around the desk and just holds me in a hug.

"I'm so sorry you had to go through all this.. Your Dad was my best friend and I'm going to care for you now, Like a daughter too... We will get revenge for all your parents together." He looks down in to my eyes and I know we can trust this man. I feel a little familiarity in his hug. He walks us to the sofa and sits us down.

"You do feel familiar to me.. Okay, I'll trust you but please don't leave me too!" I cry in his arms for a few minutes. I feel so exhausted and as if he senses it he sweeps me up in to his arms and carries me back to my room.  Pulling back the cover and putting me in bed before covering me back over.

"Sleep little one and I'll see you in the morning." He places a kiss on my fore head and I am soon asleep...