GARRIE
I couldn't believe that I almost asked Lucas to kiss me last night. I've never been this thankful to Sandy for interrupting the disaster that's about to happen if she didn't knock on the door. I wanted to slap myself for letting me succumb in a moment of weakness. How could I be easily persuaded by him? Am i that smitten to his charm?
It's been three years, Garrie! Moved on! He obviously has.
He went outside with Sandy last night when she almost went wild after seeing Lucas with me in a room. When they're gone, I made sure to lock the door so Lucas won't get a chance to get inside my room while I'm sleeping. I don't want to stay anywhere near him. Being close to him is a sin waiting to happen.
I go downstairs after I finish fixing myself to join everyone for breakfast. I was gre
