A few weeks had passed since Cole and I had broken up if that is what you would call it. I didn’t know if we were ever technically a couple, but it sure felt like it. Gavin has been an enormous help, trying to keep my mind off it as much as possible. We have been out to see the movies three times, and shopping was almost an every weekend thing. Gavin would crack jokes, keeping me smiling, but deep down, I was miserable. I hid it well most of the time, but there were a few times that it slipped through the surface, leaving me as vulnerable as I was. Josh has tried interjecting himself into Gavin and my plans, but Gavin always gave him an excuse of why he couldn’t come. I was so thankful for Gavin being there for me. He never complained or judged me at all when I op