AVALON I've done alot of ridiculous things during the spur of adrenaline or fear, but this has got to be the dumbest by far. And it hurts. After my nightmare, you could say my head was f****d up more than normal. Not saying that I'm f****d up, but....it's amazing what one bad dream can do to a person. It definitely did something to me, wrecked up my brain more. I woke up alone in my room, my sleep as dreamless. As always, Ace has got to be a magician. Or my kryptonite because he does things even I can't do to my own body. His comfort and warmth brought me peace enough to sleep without dreaming about anything. I made a decision, I'm sure is the best but it doesn't push away the stinging effects it came with. I had called up my best friends, telling them the decision I came too. We were n