"Melina..we should be able to see that you are crazy about him.. like people can't think that she is not the one instigateting this..but at the same time you are 16 and really innocent..does that make sense ?" The director is looking at me.
I nod, thinking about the conflicting emotions of the character. “Yeah I think so.. like she really really want him.. but she is to Young to really understand what she is getting herself into”.
“Right.. you got it.. and Asher.. you want this girl.. like you totally pine for her.. but you know it’s wrong, both because you are married and she is way to young for you”. He turn to look at Asher.
He smile warmly. “Yup, got it.. but seriously man.. did they have to make her look this young ? It kinda feel all wrong having to.. kiss her now”.
“Exactly Asher.. that’s why.. play on that feeling.. use it”. The director is looking like someone just handed him a big present.
Getting on the set I am closing my eyes, trying to imagine how it must feel to be 16 years old and controlled by hormones, Being in love with this older forbidden man.. I imagine that I want to kiss him so badly.. which isn’t really that hard.
“And shooting”. The director yell. The set goes silent and I feel a tug in my gut.. this is it.. my big chance to get noticed in the business.
I open my eyes.. seeing Asher stand in front of me, a couple of meters away.. it is clear to see that he is in character.. it’s like little changes in his movements, his voice.. even his eyes. “Thank you Jenna sweetie.. I hope the kids have behaved”.
“They were little angels as always Mr Smith.. where is your wife ?” I look at him wide eyed, slowly pulling at one of my braids.
He is looking at me, like he is measuring me with his eyes. “She wanted to stay at the party a little longer.. so I will be alone for the next couple of hours.. and please call me Alex sweetie”.
“Okay.. Alex then.. should I just go now then ? Or.. will you need me for something else ?” I bite my lip, sending him a glance that I hope looks seductive.
He takes a step forward, but then kinda hesitates. “Oh Jenna.. I think you better go.. you are a really sweet and.. oh so pretty girl.. but we both know this isn’t right”.
“But Mr Smith.. Alex.. what are you thinking of ?” I walk slowly towards him, I try to move seductive, but keep the innocence at the same time.
“Jenna.. I have seen how you look at me.. it’s.. inappropriate.. you know I am a married man and.. I could be your father.. I am too old for you”. The way he is looking at me kind of make my knees weak.. even though I know it’s all acting.
I slowly run my finger down his chest and improvised by hiking it into the waistline of his jeans, pulling him to me. “Well, I happen to be very mature for my age”.
He grabs me, pulling me even closer.. and then his lips is on me.. at first it feels kinda awkward.. I mean kissing a stranger just is.. but then he suddenly suck my bottom lip into his warm mouth, nibbling on it.. my head goes on a rollercoaster ride and I forget everything about the cameras rolling and the about 20 people watching.
My hands grasp around his neck, running into his soft hair, pulling at it. I feel his tongue on my lips, asking for permission and I grant it with no hesitation, opening my mouth to him.
I feel a deep warmth spread in my lower body, making me clench my thighs together, the feeling making me moan into his mouth. Somehow one of my hands has ended on his back under his shirt.
His hands is on my ass, holding me flushed against him. And I am very much aware that I am not the only one affected by the kiss as his erection is pressing against my hip.
“Cut.. absolutely amazing.. both of you”. The director call out.. but Asher ignores it, he isn’t letting me go.. and he certainly don’t stop kissing me.. I have no complains about this.
“Guys.. I said cut”. The director yells a bit louder. People are starting to whisper and the director grabs the megaphone. “Asher.. let the girl go for f***s sake.. cut”.
This time he lets go of me, even if I feel reluctance in his movements. He sends the director a goofy grin. “Sorry.. totally didn’t hear you the first 2 times”.
I am literally panting here, my clothes feeling to tight, uncomfortable, my skin heated and certainly flushed. Darla had been totally right, he is an amazing kisser.. even though that might not really be a covering description.. I have never in my life been kissed in a way even close to that.
I glance up at him, not really knowing what to do with myself after that. He sends me a very sly smile, his eyes twinkling. “I have to say that you made that feel.. very convincing”.
I feel my cheeks heat up like miniature suns and I am sure they are just as bright. It is so embarrassing.. I mean I had totally forgot everything about being on a movie set.. and Well, I had gotten all worked up and just a bit turned on.. he must have noticed.. did everyone else see it too ?
"Let's take that lunch break now..everyone is to be back here in one hour". The director call out.
Darla walks over, smiling at me, but giving Asher a kind of weird side look. “Come on Melina, let’s go grab some lunch sweetie”.