Burning me
1868 Words
I knocked at her door before letting myself inside. Her face lit up as she saw me, but then she began staring at me in that derogatory way, as if I had done something she didn’t like.
“What?” I asked.
“Nothing.” She feigned ignorant I narrowed my eyes at her. “No. It’s got to be something for you to stare at me like that.”
She shrugged as she continued painting her nails. “Just wondering why James has been asking for you all morning.”
I froze as I sat on her spinning chair next to her desk and faced her. “James has been asking for me?”
“Yes. Apparently you guys were inseparable last night. He doesn’t know what happened to you. He said one minute you guys were in his bedroom and the next he woke in the morning to find you gone.” She was giving me that curious shrewd look.
“Oh.” I muttered low to myself.
“Oh?” She let out an outburst. “Is that what you can only say, Oh?”
I shrugged, confused by her annoyance.
“Keya, I can’t believe you lied to me.” She told me.
“Lied to you? Exactly what did I lie to you about?”
“Losing your virginity. What didn’t you just tell me it was with James? Was he rough or something? You can’t keep something like this from me.”
“Whoa-whoa…wait, hold up for one second.” I gestured with my palms for her to stop. I was shaking my head at this whole ridiculous misunderstanding.
“Who said that I lost my virginity last night? Did James say we did anything?” I asked.
“No, but obviously you guys must have for him to seem so worried about you the next morning.” She said.
I scowled in mid air. She was jumping into conclusions. “We didn’t do anything.” I confirmed.
She frowned. “Are you sure?”
I just gave a look that said, do I look like I’m kidding.
She backed right off from that look. “Okay…anyway…did he call you?”
“Who?”
“James, of course.” She exclaimed as if it was the most obvious thing.
“James? Why would he call me? He doesn’t have my number.” I frowned at her.
It was that small shift of her eyes that told me of her guilt. “Sav, is there something you want to tell me?” I asked tentatively.
She held on to herself for a moment before she burst out, saying, “Okay, fine. I gave him your number.”
“What? Why? When?”
“He looked worried, okay. Plus he was hangover, he seemed off it. So I thought I’ll just give him your number. Though, I had thought he was going to call you instantly. Are you sure he hasn’t?” She rambled, finishing off her last nail before looking up at me.
I shook my head, frowning deeply. I was confused by what she said. Why would James be worried about me? What did I do with him? Didn’t he remember Kyle stopping us before we actually did what I had intended to do last night?.
I knew in order to get these answers; I would have to wait for James call, if he was even going to call me in the first place. I doubted he would.
“He must care about you.” Sav commented after a while of my silence.
“Who? James?” I asked.
“Yeah…” She trailed.
I snorted, “Right, of course.”
“I’m serious, Key, I mean what guy wouldn’t. You have this aura about you that just makes them want to care about you.”
I stared at her. “Where is this coming from?” I was refraining from laughing at her ridiculous statement.
She just shook her. “You just have no idea…anyway, what happened to you last night?”
“I told you… Kyle took me to his house.” I replied. My body seemed to respond at the mention of Kyle. Another weird notion because the part where he had touched me seemed to suddenly burn.
Sav scowled in confusion. “Why though? I mean, the last time I saw him, he was busy with Mandy Braxton.”
“What?” A pang of something hit my chest.
“Yeah, she looked like she was into whatever he was saying. I think he’s getting through her like he said.” She commented uncaring for a moment before bursting out with laughter. “Poor, Ned. He might get b!tch slapped tomorrow.”
“Oh.” It was the only thing I could say. I didn’t know what think, not yet anyway. I was still thinking about what it felt like finally having my first orgasm. To be honest just thinking about it, made me want to experience it again. The feeling was swimming in my head, making my thoughts incoherent.
But another feeling was resurfacing at the mention of Kyle with Mandy. I don’t why I should feel jealous but at that moment I sort of did.
I knew I shouldn’t though, because whatever it was that I had shared with Kyle was temporary; it wasn’t going to repeat itself. Our friendship was already at stake by that one action. Plus, he was mopping over it.
Although, I was feeling awkward about it, I didn’t regret what he did, not when I had felt like that. But this didn’t mean that tomorrow things would be normal. No, Kyle and I just crossed a line that shouldn’t have been crossed in the first place.
I couldn’t stay with Sav for long while I was thinking these things. I was off my head and she could tell. I didn’t want her suspecting anything so I had to go home.
Sav, tried guilt tripping me to stay but I refused. In the end she had no choice my let me go. I said my goodbyes to her mother and sister and then I drove home.
My parents weren’t inside and I knew they had went off to church, so I went upstairs to my bedroom where the instant I entered it, I had a phone call from an unknown number.
“Hello?” I answered.
“Hi, this is Keya right?” I recognised that voice. It was James.
“Yeah, this is her.”
“Oh Good…she gave me the right number…” He said this as if talking to himself. “Ah sorry I’m forgetting my manners. This is James.” He rambled.
“Yeah I know. Sav warned that you would call.”
He laughed nervously for a moment. “She did.”
“Mmh-hmm.”
“What else did she say?” He asked me, his tone wary but I could tell he was smiling.
So I decided to tease him. “Oh, you know, just that you’re we over your head, missing me so much.” I giggled.
He chuckled. “I was.” He admitted. “So…what happened to you? You slipped from me again, like you’d been doing the the whole night.”
“I didn’t.” I protested.
“You did…you kept running away from me, why? Do I scare people that much? I usually think my good looks only drew people in.”
I laughed at his boldness. “Your vanity never ceases to amaze me.”
“Hey, I can’t help it. I’m just so darn hot.” He made a girly swooning noise which made me laugh even more.
“Right-right.”
I decided to use his phrase against him.
He laughed at my mocking. “But seriously, where did you go?”
“Kyle took me home. Apparently I was too drunk.”
“He did? You seemed perfectly fine to me.”
“Not in Kyle’s judgment.”
“Hmm…You and Kyle are pretty close right?” He asked suddenly, the teasing in his tone gone.
I sobered for a moment at his question. My mind was picturing what Kyle did to me this morning.
“Yeah, quite close.”
“Right-right.” He said and then he laughed as if finding something funny.
“Do you think he would mind if I took you out?”
What? Did he just ask me out?
“It’s not up to him, James.” I replied.
What? Did I just really say that?
“I know, but, I wouldn’t want to disrespect him since you guys are close and all.”
This made me angry for a sudden. Why did he think the choice was up to Kyle?
“We are close, James, but he’s not my brother. It’s not like he owns me or something.” Jeez, I should tune down the hostility.
“Right-right.” He laughed it off. “So, would you mind if I take you out sometime?”
It was at that point when he asked if I minded that I realised I hadn’t even thought about the question in the first place. All I had concentrated on was the mention of Kyle in the matter. Now that what he just asked me registered, I didn’t know how to reply him. I didn’t want to refuse him; I did want him to take me out. But at this right moment, I didn’t think I was ready to date.
Are you out of your blooming mind! A part of me seemed to think. Take this freaking chance right now! Use it to get to know him!
“Keya? You there?” He seemed worried about my silence.
“Yeah…I’m here,” I said.
“Okay… So, what do you say” He asked me.
“Um…I don’t mind at all.”
I could sense his grin. “So you’d go out on a date with me?”
“Yeah.”
“Great! Can we make it Saturday? I’m quite busy this week?”
“Sure.”
I was worried about these one worded answers I was giving him.
“Good, we’ll talk more about the details during the week…do you have Skype?” He asked.
“Yeah I do.” Then I told him my Skype name.
He told me he was going to add me on his other social networks etc. So I should be prepared to accept him. He seemed excited for some reasons and throughout the conversation; I only wondered why I was so disconcerted.
When he finally hanged up, I began to ponder the events that have just occurred since morning. First, I lost my first orgasm to Kyle. Second, Sav tells me about James caring about me and now, I had a date on Saturday with very said person.
What was next? I wondered.
But the most disturbing thing was that through this excitement, all I seemed to think about—no, daydream—was not my impending date which I lacked excitement over. Instead, I thought of Kyle’s fingers on me, rubbing circles on me, burning me until I climaxed.
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