I was stupid, so f*****g stupid. I turned away from Samuel who was snoring gently beside me. I had lost my virginity with my first love, the man of my dreams, the one I had loved first. Then why wasn't I exhilarated with ecstasy? I had betrayed my friend Joan and my boyfriend Archie both of which I knew were lost in sweet dreams while I was shagging their boyfriend and step-brother respectively.
"s**t" I muttered as my leg came in contact with something that had pierced my leg.
I reached for it and discovered it was a fork. In our passion crazed quest, we had forgotten to drop the cutlery and brought it all the way to the bedroom. How do I face Jo? How can I ever stare at Archie and let him press tiny kisses to my face when I had been with another man first; his stepbrother. I know ho
