I met Allie in the living area with her head bowed miserably. "How does it fell to f**k your best friend's boyfriend?" I teased easing myself on the space beside her. Her head swivelled up as she lowered her head in shame immediately. "I feel like the worst hypocrite on earth. I don't think I can ever face Joan again. Ever!" she wailed. "C'mon, you only f****d him that is not the problem. It'll be an issue when you also want him" I regarded her strangely. She sighed and lowered her eyes again in shame. "I love Samuel, Nita". "What!" I screamed, "You love Samuel or Archie?". "I love Samuel and maybe I think I love Archie but I don't really know again" she trailed off. "I don't understand. It's not possible to love two people at the same time and to think that the two people you lov