Have you ever kissed someone so deep that your tears mingled with the kiss?
I closed my eyes revelling in every emotion Samuel's kiss opened me to; suddenly I started crying. I cried because I was letting go. I have to learn to love Samuel from afar; this kisses may be the last kiss before I finally let go and watch him love someone else.
"Hey" he whispered as he broke the kiss, I was still in the crook of his arms.
"Please don't cry" he begged cleaning my eyes with his hand.
"Why shouldn't I Samuel, It hurts so bad, too bad" I sniffed.
"You don't have to let me go if you don't want to, I am yours, Allie, forever" he placed his forehead on mine.
"Still, I love you enough to let you go, I love you so much Samuel but Joan loves you too and I think for once since my young adult age let
