Alphas

19.

"Alpha! How is he today?" Asked Cedric.

"Worse than yesterday the mate bond is fading each and every day, and it's my fault he took that silver bullet, so I could live, he loved me so much that he gave up his life for me even after I cheated on him with Derek unintentionally"

"I don't know what to do, I wished I was more honest with him, more open told him how I really felt and told him I would risk my life for him without a second thought, tell him I loved him more than anything in the world"

"Tell him I'm sorry about sleeping with Derek, make him understand that he drugged me, he made me think I was having s*x with him" I said, squeezing his hand, "make him understand I will never cheat intentionally that I love him more than myself."

"We are so sorry David, we wish the was something we could do but the doctor said the bullet was too deep, and it hit some organs, and he had ten percent chance of survival, all we can do now is wish for the best and hope he can hear you so, he knows he still has a lot to live for".

"What if he doesn't want me ever again? What if he dies thinking I abandoned him just like everyone else, I'm the only person he trusted more than anyone I'm his mate, and his mine, mine, mine" I said, shouting remembering all the time he used to say it to me and I never took him seriously today that word I yearn to hear more than anything, I yearn to hear the possessive in his voice!

"Adam baby please wake up, please I can't do this without you"

"baby I can't live without you by my side"

"you always told me I'm yours if all that was the truth now, it's time to prove it, fight for me, fight for us"

I squeezed his hand yet again hoping for a reaction anything to show his fighting to stay alive to be with me again.

I climbed on the bed where he was hooked on machines and cuddled with him and cried myself to sleep holding him for dear life.

*****

I woke up to a machine going haywire, I saw in the machine that he was flat lining meaning his heart was not beating anymore

The doctors came inside running, I went on my knees and squeezed his hand

"no no no baby please don't do this please forgive I'm so sorry but if you die today, I will follow you without a second thought".

"I know i did you wrong and I take full responsibility for it but please baby come back to me now! Please"

everything went quiet, and the chief doctor came to me and said

"Alpha I'm sorry, but we did all we can but his gone"

"His not, I know Adam will never leave me, check again and this time makes sure otherwise, I will kill you myself"

"I went back to Adam, baby please now I'm on my knee begging you come back to me, prove our love was real prove all of them wrong, I can still feel the mate bond has not yet broken, meaning your soul hasn't left your body, so please wake up for me or I'm going to follow you my love! You're mine and I'm yours forever remember"

I stood up I left the hospital and went to my office and took the bottle of wolf bane in my top drawer and waited for the mate bond to break, so I can follow my love.