Zhivka
Do I want them punished and as severely as possible? Really?
Deep inside me, I wanted it but I shouldn’t. I wouldn’t stoop low to their level. What if Alpha Ivan would do the worse, like kicking them out of the pack because of me? What if they became rogues and then they’d kill me next time, for certain? Or what if they would harm some of the other pack members to get back at me? They knew I would not like the idea even a tiny bit, and it would burden me even more if someone died because of me.
But am I afraid to die? I did surrender to my fate before the sorceress found me and healed me, so no. I wasn’t. But for others, yes.
Ah, let them kill me if they want to but I will not stoop to t
