UNSPOKEN DESIRES

10. BETWEEN TWO SISTERS.

-BETWEEN TWO SISTERS -

Polly got tired of crying. The more she cried, the more she felt worse, the pain did not stop. She figured that she should as well address the issue instead of crying herself out yet she was not feeling any better after all that.

Crying never helps anyone. She has to do something about it.

She had to master courage and thus she dragged herself out of the room. Of course after wiping all the tears that was on her eyes. She hated to be the person who always feels like this, but what other choice did she have?

She is just that normal girl who will rush to the bathroom to cry at the slightest provocation and after that, she will wipe away all her tears and face the world again. This time, she will be stronger than the way she was, before the cry.

However, she wanted this to end. She wanted to be that girl who had her emotions under control. She didn’t want to be the girl who always cries when something bad happens to her, she wanted to be a strong woman that she is.

She wanted to be strong.

But let her not kid herself, when it comes to love, even the strongest of all are very weak. Love is deeper, you can never hide it. The deeper the love, the deeper the pain. That is why, loving alone is an act of courage.

Love cannot be hidden.

You can never hide a heartbreak also.

Logan was still seated in the living room. He didn’t know if he should go home already or not.All the drama that happened in this house was still making his mind unsettled. He didn't know what to do. He himself was not expecting that.

The worst thing that come with it is that. Serah thinks that he is the one who wanted the two of them to get married and that is not the case.

He had never even thought of marriage in the first place. Why is all this happening like this?

This is absurd. She hated him, she didn’t like him. So why the heck could he ever want for them to be together. Besides, he had Jordyn, he never wanted any of this. He had a girl in his life, why would he want another girl who hated him so much?

Serah is pretty and arrogant at the same time and he never wanted those type of ladies.

Wait a minute, why is he thinking about her so much yet he didn't like her? Well, the answer is simple, he hates her so much to the point that he thinks about her in a bad way. Let's not kid ourselves, he hates her more than he hates anyone else. Despite their marriage, his feelings towards her will never change . If this was Serah's plan then it has failed miserably.

Logan does not understand how this living together thing after their marriage will work. All he knows is that, he would never love her. Come rain or sunshine. This wedding and marriage will be just s**t and he will ensure that. No one will never care about the other.

Not even once. The fact that it is forced alone will make him despise her and he will never ever care about her. Not even for one second.

He was about to think of how the children will be and this made him laugh at himself. Why should he think of Children yet they would never be intimate. They will never talk, let alone touch or even again, kiss.

They will never share their bedroom. They will be two strangers living in the same house.

This is just for formality. Nothing else, to fulfill the wishes of his parents because they have decided that they are going to control his life, whether he likes it or not and the sad thing is that, there is nothing that he is ever going to do about it.

Logan feared his dad. He was raised to understand that he is the most powerful man in this town. Of which it is true. He had to do as he said, now that he was the only child. This is even worse because he controls him for that matter.

He didn’t have a choice in this one. If he goes against his father, he will, he even doesn’t know of the consequences because he always listens to him. He fears and respects him at the same time.

Therefore, if he sees this as a good thing for him, then so be it. Some battles are better off given up. If he fights with his dad, he will lose the battle and the loss will be on him.

He will soon find his way around it eventually and when that is done, he will divorce Serah and marry the girl that he loves, that is if he would find someone to love.

He doesn’t believe in love yet, but he likes being around Jordyn, hope you understand him.

He thinks love is far fetched. Him personally he doesn't believe in love. He thinks that love is like, liking someone and deciding to spend some time with them. He had decided to spend his time with Jordyn, kiss him and have s*x. People will call it love but all he can say is that, he only made a choice for all that.

He chose Jordyn.

“So, you are happy?” Polly asked Logan this when he find him chuckling on his own amidst deep in thoughts on what he is going to do next after the big announcement.

“What?” Logan was aware of Polly’s presence after she talked to him faltering him from his thoughts.

“All this makes you happy, doesn’t it?” Polly asked as she walked closer to where he was seated, now his attention was fully fixed on her.

What does she want? The last thing that he wanted right now is for someone to come here and cause some trouble.

He had been through so much already.

“What are you talking about?” Logan didn’t understand what she was all about. She should just leave, okay?

Logan wanted some time alone. What is wrong with this families. Everyone is just in each others case. There is no peace. No one can be peaceful even for one second.

“Logan, all I am asking is this, does marrying my sister make you happy?” Polly asked him now seated next to him. Seems like she had a lot to tell him. Logan didn't have a choice but to stay and listen to her.

“Of course it doesn’t, you know very well that she hates me. She doesn’t like me,” Logan said this to Polly.

“Does this mean that if she loved you, you would marry her?” Polly asked with her fingers crossed. She hoped that Logan would say no to the question that she just asked.

Please say no, please say no.

“Of course not, I would never marry her,” Logan said just like Polly wished and this gave her some hope.

“Then if that is not the case, then let us elope. We will live somewhere else, far away from our parents. They will never know that we are together. They will never catch us,” Polly told Logan and he was shocked. Wow! This seems so difficult.

Polly took advantage of the situation and she went over to be close to him. Polly didn't come to play, she had her agenda.

Logan could feel her breath as she told him about her wildest dreams of eloping together.

“They will always find us, they are powerful. Our parents are so powerful Polly and you know this,” Logan tried to speak some sense into the stubborn girl. She is now acting childish. They will never ran away. They will just be found before they even think about it.

That is what happens when you have very powerful parents.

“They won’t, trust me,” Polly then leaned forward and kissed him slightly in the lips catching Logan off-guard.

“They will never want to find us because we will not want to be found,” Polly told the love of her life. Right now, she was all over the top because he even allowed him to kiss her. This is what Polly has been dreaming of for the last decade.

“Polly, I am not running away, I am afraid of my father,” Logan told her the truth.

“Okay baby, right now, let us focus on what we have,” Polly said and kissed him once again as she allowed her tongue to roll over his.

Logan who was too stressed about all this was too numb to push her away. He enjoyed the moment. He wanted to feel this moment, maybe this is the only sweet moment before this horrible nightmare in front of her.

Logan pulled her closer and held her tightly as he kissed her more hungrily as his tongue rolled over her mouth.

Polly’s heart raced. She felt heat seeping through her skin as if she was just made of paper. Sweet tingles of excitement rushed through her body. She loved what she was feeling. This is how exactly she had fantasised kissing Logan could feel.

“Someone will find us here, let us go to my room,” Polly told Logan who was now hard thanks to kissing Polly.

“Yea?” Logan asked as Polly held his hand and pulled him as they walked to her room.

“This is not right Polly, I am yet to marry your sister,” Logan snapped once they were in her room.

“Shhh!!Let us enjoy this moment while it lasts. We are broken and we are trying to stay sane. Think of it like that,” Polly convinced Logan.

There was no going back. She would never allow him out of this room before he f****d her hard.