Sam (POV) I have no clue what to say to her. I know I don't want to hurt her. I just need to think. I need to run. That's when I do my best thinking, when my mind is the clearest, but I can't just get up and walk out the door and leave her here. Why is this so hard? I always knew I didn't want a mate. I could never live with myself. I lost both my parents when I was ten. Rogues attacked a nearby human school and my parents were called to fight. I remember begging my mom not to go, but she told me she had to my dad needed her. She promised they would both be back before I went to bed. That was the last time I saw my parents. It was a trap. There were too many for just my parents and a few others who were still training and had no business even going on the mission. By the time our warrior