Ember (POV) I headed back to my room with Xavier and Sam. I was starving. "Are you guys hungry?" I asked, rummaging through the fridge. It was still weird eating when I was hungry. When I was in Dimitri's pack, I could only eat after everyone else ate. I was only allowed to eat at certain times. I was not allowed to make food just for myself. I was only allowed to eat what the pack left behind. Which was not much. Going into the fridge and rummaging around was not allowed. If I got caught I would be punished. Dimirti said I was stealing from the pack. My body learned to survive on very few calories. There were a lot of times when the pack left nothing and I had to eat just bread. Even then, Dimitri would get mad and sometimes punish me. Seth fought with him all the time about him starvi