[ Anna ] I was a hypocrite. No matter how much I ran from that bitter words, I also knew how true they were: I was a hypocrite. I remembered once telling myself that I was drawn to Zach in the same way a moth is drawn to fire. I remembered thinking to myself that if he'd burn me the way a fire would harm a moth, then so be it. I was ready to take the risk, I was ready for it all. And even then, when the argument between us happened, it broke my heart more than I could explain. I knew there would be bad days. I had my scars and he had his and I was prepared there would be days we would argue but I never thought to see a day he'd accuse me of cheating and I'd walk out on him after throwing the engagement ring at him. Even if it did have to happen, I'd want it fifty years after marriage w