Jasper Pov
Watching them was…hard. It wasn’t their fault. I didn’t blame any of them. None of them even knew I was in here, after all. Well, Lucie did but she didn’t…she didn’t understand. None of them knew what I was feeling but…it was hard. I have no idea what happened, but watching the way they all hugged each other, wiping tears from their eyes, it hurt. Once again, feeling like I was an outcast while everyone got to mess around in the sun. Even Grayson could be in the sun, with a hoodie of course, but I was still stuck here, forced to just…watch them. Every hour that passed, I scooted closer to the balcony door. The sun was slowly setting, casting shadows as the sunlight line moved closer and closer to the door. I scooted closer, sometimes standing, staring down at my toes almost pre
