Laura “Stephen, get in here!” I yelled to my husband. I was in our bedroom. It’s lately been my main place to find me. My dear darling husband wants me to be stress free and relaxing. But it’s driving me crazy! I can’t just be relaxing all damn day. It’s not me, I need to be active but I can slow down. “What?” He asked as he came into our bedroom. “I know I am wasting my breath but can I please go to Austin’s by myself? He needs me.” I told Stephen. “Is he ok? I tried to hire him a nurse but he is so much like you, stubborn.” My husband said. “He doesn’t need a nurse. No he just needs his mommy. He called me mommy. That means he has stuff on his mind and he is scared. So please pretty please let me out to see him.” I told Stephen. “Yeah, but I’m coming too. I’m sorry Laura, you ha