JASPER’S POV I felt saddened that my time with Amelia had come to an end because it meant that something else was about to begin. I wasn't sure about what to do after we left this place but I felt a little confident that maybe telling Ruth about Amelia right away was a good idea. I couldn't live with this secret and I knew that Ruth would eventually find out. I felt that I also had to come clean because my sister had been my rock for a very long time. Ruth had been supportive of me even when I didn't deserve it and it was only fair that I let her know of what was going on in my life. I knew that letting Ruth know about what was going on was going to be risky especially because I already knew what she would say but I felt that I could talk to her and make her understand my point of view.