A month later since I told Jessica Wright that I like her, I was still a mess. You'd think I wouldn't be coz it's been so long and this was like a rejection, but I was still a mess.. She wasn't talking to me outside of class or of school things.
When I saw her I pretended like I was okay though, but deep inside I wasn't. I was dying to talk to her, I missed our talks.. I missed conversing with a person that has her mind capacity. She was the only person who understood me even though she was older than me. One I understood more than anything also.. Others just objectified her and cared about her ass and her cute face.. I didn't.. I morely wanted her mind because it was the most attractive thing ever.
Hannah on the other side thought I was okay, probably because I made it seem like that. I
