I sat there and watched her, she wasn't talking.. She was just looking at me not saying anything. "want anything to drink?" I asked when I remembered that I haven't been a good host to her. "do you have scotch?" My eyes shot wide open at her. I wasn't a fan of alcohol but I knew that definitely had to be a bottle of alcohol or something. I bit the inside of my cheek and she laughed, "oh yeah you don't.. You don't drink.. You're just perfect after all." I didn't know whether to be offended by her saying that or not. I couldn't tell if she was saying it laughing at me internally calling me awful or someone who acts like they were better... God I hated my brain. It was over thinking and over analyzing s**t. "please stop this... Honestly. Stop with the indirect insults." I said feeling